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    "Mom, I'm Tired. Can I sleep in your house tonight?" -Mitski, Class of 2013.

    Genya's mental health takes a turn for the worst, and Sanemi has to figure out that he needs to change, or he might lose his only remaining sibling

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    18 Dec 2025

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    "mom I'm tired can I sleep in you're house tonight."

    because I could never say it out loud.

     

    "mom is it alright if I stay for a year or two"

    because if I stayed long enough for my walls to come down then I couldn't put them back up and I would make you disappointed.
     

    "mom i'l be quiet it would be just to sleep at night."

    because id rather die then bother anyone.

     

    "and i'll leave once I figure out how to pay for my own life too."

    because as much as I need you, as long as you say the things you do, i'll never really be myself because I'd rather erase who I am then disappoint you.

     

    "and I'll leave what I'm chasing for the other girls to pursue."

    because I'd rather give up on myself then get in anyone's way.

     

    "would you wash my back this one and then we can forget"

    because they always forget in the end.

     

    "mom am I still young can I dream for a few months more."

    because I'm too young not to dream big and too old to be as naive as i am.
     

    in the end it's more that you'd be disappointed in yourself then me because I can handle when it's me but you deserve to feel good about yourself.
    and when the song ends I'm all out of tears but I never had the guts to cry them even when they were mine.