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Reki rode away from Langa, his arm waving and his face glistening with a smile. He’s not even looking where he’s going, thought Langa, with a little apprehension and a lot of fondness. A little tiny voice whispering in his ear I love you I love you, as he watched Reki dissipate away into the summer heat.
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It wasn't supposed to be like this. Moving to Japan was supposed to make him happier... right? But instead he fell in love with a boy, one that didn't love him back. As far as he knew.
Langa is pining for Reki, and things could be better but they could be worse. But that thought becomes regret when Reki meets Akari. -
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a collection of letters from both Dazai and Chuuya (mainly Chuuya) addressed to the other
including them just talking about each other and how their feelings are being affected, there is no specific timeline, it is all over the place but it should be easy to tell when the letter is written.
i write better for Chuuya because of similar experiences so there will be more of his letters than Dazai's
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“To the motherfucking mafia.” We all snicker and clink glasses. Dazai looks into my eyes, and we take a swig of our drinks. The knife slashing across my middle hurts more than the burning on my tongue.
I know now that the knife twisting inside of me is a good thing, it’s what others describe as butterflies. Stupid poets. Confusing pain for love and turning everything into something beautiful.
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A life with the Port Mafia isn't so bad. Then Dazai leaves. And it becomes a lot worse. -
you're meant to heal from addiction, you know? by avalucym
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Sep 2021
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The day that Dazai left the Port Mafia was the first day that he ever used drugs.
He stood beside the ocean and swayed with it, the overwhelming artificial happiness erasing everything that was screaming to escape. Nothing was sad and nothing was happy, just the sight of the gentle water lapping up the shore. He was at peace. He liked being at peace.
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Chuuya tries to help as Dazai loses himself to his drug addiction.