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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    ⚠️ SPOILERS for Route 0 ⚠️

    Takumi knows the truth about Eito - how could he not, after he speared him through the heart with his betrayal? The Eito he thought he knew in his first timeline did not exist. It was a well-crafted facade, puppeteered by a masterful hand. And yet, despite how utterly and inanely stupid he feels for feeling this way...  he just couldn't bring himself to believe it as entirely false. Because he sees those mannerisms, those habits and interests and likes and dislikes in this Eito. Maybe it was all a performance on a stage, but the actor was real.

    Everything he went through was real to him. All that time he spent with that past Eito, all those feelings he had felt, everything he'd learnt about Eito - it was tangible, it was wonderful and devastating- it was... it was...

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    Takumi Sumino is haunted by the version of Eito Aotsuki that no longer exists. 

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    one drink goro is slightly more talkative than usual. two drink goro is very adamant that he’s not feeling tipsy at all. three drink goro is slutty. four drink goro is quiet. five drink goro is sad, and six drink goro is already asleep.

    ren is there for all of them.

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    "Listen well…”

    The maternal being raised her hands to the sky, tilting her head to the full moon above her.

    “Before the sun sets on his 17th birthday, Makoto Yuuki will succumb to his death as my Appraiser shall drain his strength to use as its own, allowing it to finally become my Watchful Eye of Death!”

    [Magic AU where the S.E.E.S gang are actually witches who specialize in curse-breaking]

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    Ryoji's neck feels strangely naked without his scarf. He keeps wanting to raise a hand and bury his fingers in it and startles every time his fingers brush against the bare skin of his neck but if Ryoji feels raw and exposed in his yukata then Makoto in one is a revelation. The long line of his throat, the vulnerable skin of his wrists—all these small deceptive parts adding into a tantalizing whole, like Ryoji is seeing Makoto for the first time or at least a different version of him.


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    “People change as long as they live.” Ryoji sighs and Makoto feels the warm breath hit the back of his neck. “I think I’m afraid too. What if he’ll never hear me? What if I can only stay by his side and watch, like a lighthouse over the tides?”

    Ryoji’s voice is so mournful. Makoto turns to him, slow and careful, scared to brush his face with the tip of his nose. Ryoji’s keen, patient eyes meet his own in the darkness.

    “Is staying by his side not enough?”

    Ryoji’s lips tighten. He shakes his head gently and says, voice straining with effort: “It is. But I wish he’d make that choice himself.”

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    The story of how Ryoji Mochizuki tries again and again to repay a miracle with a miracle.

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