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    Ilya doesn’t know how to be handled this way. He wants to step back, to chalk it up to Shane Hollander simply being a very nice guy, but he knows this is tenderness, and that’s not what’s between them.

    Ilya Rozanov has never belonged to anyone but himself.

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    “Your freckles,” Ilya murmurs, soft enough that Shane almost misses it.

    Shane stiffens. “What about them?”

    Ilya is quiet for a beat.

    Then, “Nothing.”

    “Isn’t that your type?” The words spill out of him, tongue loose from the alcohol earlier. He can feel the heat crawling up his neck again as the seconds tick by without Ilya answering.

    Shane turns around, panicked as he scrambles to explain when the silence is practically unbearable. “Not me. I meant, girls. Just the —you’re always surrounded by a certain…type and they always have freckles.”

    or: shane and ilya are roommates and bad at feelings.

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Ilya walks closer, his attention catching on the phone. Shane’s heart kicks up a notch, and he isn’t fast enough to grab the phone before Ilya snatches it from the floor. He pauses for a few seconds on the video that’s playing, amusement dancing on his face, at odds with the way his pupils are blown out. How long had he been standing there, watching Shane?

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