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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Martin, we can't-" he managed to blurt, bringing up a shaking hand between them.

    "Do you want me to stop?" Martin asked quietly, his eyes searching Jon's face. Jon could feel the heat from Martin's breath against his lips as he spoke the words.

    This was his chance, the chance he had been waiting for. All he had to do was take a single step back. Just one. All he had to do was say, Yes. Yes, this needs to stop.

    "No," Jon whispered.

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    Jon and Martin start a secret situationship in season 3 and keep kissing in the elevator because they're idiots and think that it's the only place where no one will see them.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    fire

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    It's not like Martin's feelings for Jon were anything new, but they were safe as long as he knew that Jon would never feel the same way about him. Unrequited love was supposed to be poetic, with him aesthetically reciting his yearnings to a tape recorder. It wasn't something he had to do anything about.

    Then Jon had to muck it all up by kissing him, of all things. Now it was something they were going to have to talk about. Now his feelings were no longer abstract and artistic, they were a fire that roiled inside him, burning him alive. Consuming his ability to think about literally anything else.

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    20 May 2026

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    this is genuinely incredible

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Jon had not stopped touching Martin since pulling him out of the Lonely, and Martin wasn't sure how he felt about that.

    He had gone into the Lonely for Martin. But could he kiss him? Maybe then, Martin could believe.

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    20 May 2026

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    SO. GOOD.

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    (SPOILERS FOR 160/SEASON 4 FINALE)

    "Jon, tell me what you need," Martin says firmly. The old Martin might have pleaded, started with the tears himself, but he's been through too much without Jon in the last year. There's no longer a space for panicking on his own behalf, only the resolute thought that Jon needs him and Martin can help.

    "Kiss me," Jon sobs. Martin's sudden red cheeks and raised eyebrows say he hadn't expected that, but Jon doesn't try to explain anything past the truth. "I need to taste something real."

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    13 Jan 2026

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    jmart romantic angst ep160

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Jonmartin Week day 8- Being Caught

    Jon and Martin are in a relationship, but the others don't know. That is, until, they get a little bit carried away...

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    08 Apr 2026