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    He wondered what that would be like… to be just another college kid. 

    Just… Mark Lee not idol Mark Lee from NCT. 

    It wasn't something he thought about often. He was happy with NCT, happy with his friends who'd become his family, happy to get to make music, perform on stage doing what he loved. He was happy.

     
    Then why did he feel like he was drowning?

     
    When it all gets to be too much, Mark runs away. (He doesn't get very far.)

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  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    They bet on who can kiss Mark fastest. Taeyong should know better.

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  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    Mark is struggling with managing his workload between all the groups he's in and passes out after staying late in the practice room. Taemin is the one who finds him and realizes that there's something more going on with Mark than just an overloaded schedule.

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  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Staying several hours in the practice room after the rest of the members had gone home, an exhausted Mark falls and injures himself.

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    07 Jan 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    How it all started, how it all ended and how we got through it - together.
    It's never too late for a second chance.

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    How Taeyong slowly collapsed under the pressure of trying to be the perfect leader, but we realized it too late.

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    07 Jan 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    “It’s a lie if I'm saying I'm doing okay, clearly I'm not and hearing someone just... I don't know keeps throwing remarks at me. The anger just suddenly pops up and the next moment I knew, it was too late to turn back. Maybe it just the bottles up anger and sad I’ve been keeping but hey who knows? I swear that I regret it so much, I’m so sorry.” Chenle quiets for a moment, slowly munching the food that he bought.

    “It’s okay, we are humans. No one’s perfect and we have our bad days sometimes and it’s okay to let it out. At least, we know that you are not okay Mark-hyung. For some reason, I’m glad that you were upset that day”.

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    07 Jan 2022

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    Doyoung gulps. There’s no decision to make, obviously, and this is simply a formality, a little show to make him believe he has some semblance of freedom left. “Yes,” he simply answers, afraid that his voice will break.

    “Very well,” the King sighs. He looks conflicted, somewhere between regretful and relieved, and Doyoung wants to scream at him, tear at the expensive fabric of his clothes.

    But instead, he bows respectfully.

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    07 Jan 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Once upon a time, there was a prince, longing for someone to love. His mother always tell him to look and believe at the stars as they always grant wishes.

    "That means that all of my wishes will come true mommy?" he remembers his young self asking his mother while they lay in the spacious bed.

    "Not all your wishes, darling. They will grant you three wishes. And if all those wishes come true, you can't ask for more. So, be careful of what you wish for, my darling."

    He wished, and wished, and wished upon a star.

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  9. Public Bookmark 45

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    The stress of life as an idol and lack of sleep have been piling up on Taeyong, and it all comes to head one morning. He tries to pull through it without worrying his friends, but they help him realize that they are there to support him just as he supports them.

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    07 Jan 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    Lee Taeyong is the much beloved hard working leader of Nct. He is calm under pressure, caring, sweet, stable, and easy to talk to. But what you see on the outside isnt always what is happening under the mask.
    As Nct gains more members Taeyong slowly feels the pressure upon his shoulders become greater. Instead of asking his members for help, for fear of bringing them the same pain, he grits his teeth and tries to keep going. How long will he last though, before his members have to step in?

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    07 Jan 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 30

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    Baekhyun and Kai live under the same housing complex on the rougher side of town, however, they aren’t friends. They just help each other out wordlessly, because that’s what fathers do.

    Baekhyun and Jongin’s first official meeting happens outside their children’s elementary school, when Jongin’s kid, Taeyong fights Baekhyun’s kid, Mark. Neither expected their encounter to intertwine their lives together, even though they’ve been neighbours for a long time, just never crossed paths until that fateful day.

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    07 Jan 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    Mark has a nightmare and needs to know Taeyong's heart is still beating.

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  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Mark's face is unreadable, Taeyong thinks he looks sad, but that might also be the alcohol in Taeyong's system speaking. Taeyong shifts around until his head is pillowed on Mark's lap properly and reaches a hand up, patting Mark's cheek. "Don't fall in love, Mark-ya, it's not worth it."

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    Jaehyun and Taeyong break up, and Taeyong tries to learn to live with it by living vicariously through Mark.

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    07 Jan 2022

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    Johnny’s best friend’s dorky little brother used to have the world’s most awkward crush on Johnny, but Mark is twenty-one and now he’s hot. Johnny stays in the Lees’ house to piece his confidence back together. Mark is an old friend and a stranger.

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    07 Jan 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 97

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    07 Jan 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    "I like you, Jeno." Renjun says, not wasting the only opportunity he has. "I actually realized only when I was diagnosed with Hanahaki— you know the unrequited love disease bullshit?"

    Jeno frowned.

    "And your point is? Get a surgery then. I didn't ask for your love."

    Then, In just a short matter of time, his world collapsed, heart unexplainably aching.

    Or; the story of how Renjun learns that self comes first.

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    07 Jan 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 25

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    Mark is overworked, but he says he is okay. Until he collapses in Jeno's arms.

    "So, please count on me a little, alright?"

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    07 Jan 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 39

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    Taeyong hurts himself when he feels anxious. It isn't on purpose, and it isn't in the usual way either. He picks at his skin and chews the inside of his mouth. It's been getting worse lately.

    A fluffy fic where Taeyong needs a hug and gets one. He gets a lot actually.

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    07 Jan 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 48

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    Being pregnant is supposed to be one of the greatest joys of an omega but Doyoung finds himself struggling to embrace it when his instinct doesn’t work the way it should.
    All he wants is to make Jaehyun happy, even if it means loving a baby he doesn’t want.

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    07 Jan 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    For a long time, Sunday’s meant sleeping in until noon, eating lunch for breakfast, lounging on the couch for hours, just doing absolutely nothing but relaxing. And well, Sunday’s still mean all those things but Doyoung has recently added a new activity to his much needed day off.

    And that certain something involves Doyoung on his knees in the middle of the living room with Johnny, Jaehyun, and Jungwoo take turns fucking his mouth.

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