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    It's just like him, to have a relationship like this – unlabeled, comfortable. Hoshi is easy in ways that feel almost impossible, more than Jeonghan deserves, if he does say so himself. Malleable in his hands, mellow to his words. Folded easily with just a touch, with kisses and affection. Jeonghan adores him, adores what his affection does to him. Oh it's just so easy, no other word can describe better. He thinks he can bask in the younger's sweet disposition and loud devotion until he gets sick of it. But he won't. He doesn't think he will ever get enough

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “They're cute.”

    “Excuse me, Mr. Hollander?”

    “Your eyes... your eyes look like my husband's.” Shane grimaced. “His are much prettier, obviously.”

    When a very drunk and very sore Shane meets a firefighter from 118 who reminds him a lot of his husband and praises his eyes while Ilya tries to act like he's not dying of jealousy.

    Or, your favorite firefighters in Los Angeles meet your favorite hockey players.

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    17 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    “You think you can handle four children at once?” Ilya smirks, wrapping his hands around Shane’s waist. It’s strong and solid, and he can’t help but pinch his side softly. “That is a lot to have at the same time.”

    Shane is still for a moment, and when Ilya looks up at him, his lips are curled up into a smile.

    “Obviously I’m not going to be pregnant with quadruplets.” Shane scoffs.

    “My cum is very strong, Hollander.”
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    (When Ilya Rozanov tells his husband, Shane Hollander about his desire to be a father, Shane begs him to breed him right then and there.)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    The line connects and Shane is met with a chaotic jumble of noise. Loud music and voices 

    “Hello?”  

    “hmm, hello” 

    Shane freezes

    The voice is deep and familiar but there’s something different about it, something heavy and a bit slurred 

    “Rozanov? Are you—are you drunk right now?”

    Or: Shane sends a risky text, Ilya does not take it well

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.

    He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.

    Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.

    “You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.

    Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.

    “So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”

    “Or is he just playing with my property?”

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    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.

    There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!

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    10 Mar 2026