bitchdisorder



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    "i feel crazy in ways i never say / will you still love me if it turns out i'm insane? / i know what you'll say / but it helps to hear you say it, anyway."

    It occurs to me in moments like this that domesticity has somehow managed to creep up on both of us. But here we are. We don’t really talk about it. The same way we’re not supposed to talk about Fight Club, but admittedly we probably talk more about that than about the state of our relationship.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    all time favorite, read three times!

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    “I don’t have anything, if that’s what you’re looking for,” Theo says. “I’m clean.”
    “So am I. Remember how I said? Can stop anytime, no problem?” Boris raises his hands, palms towards Theo, fourteen years old again, free-handed on the BMX down the slope of Desert End Road, Look, Potter! No hands! “See? Clean. Boom, like that.”

    (Two years after Amsterdam Boris shows up on Theo’s doorstep in New York and he hasn’t had a hit in twenty-four hours.)

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    11 Oct 2026

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    one of my absolute favorite fics; third read finished today