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He puts his phone out and Ronan hasn't answered any of his text and he looks at the thing again, closes his eyes and dreams of soft hands on his face.
Titel from 'the fourth of july' by fall out boy
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“I don’t want a stranger.” Eddie remembers, firm. “I’m already not enjoying it, I don’t wanna deal with some asshole knothead, too.”
He can just see it now, his body demanding to be filled, his mind hazy and messy, some hulking guy who gets paid to knot poor unmated omegas tied to him for hours. Not to mention a stranger knowing where he lives alone with Christopher. It makes Eddie want to throw up in a way that has nothing to do with the alcohol.
He must say some of this, because Buck is nodding studiously as he carefully makes his way back to the couch. “What about me?”
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demi!omega!Eddie has been dodging his heats for years, but his time is up. alpha!Buck, of course, is happy to help.
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She finds herself on the floor again. There’s still barely any furniture in this new place. That’s not why she’s on the floor. She’s laying in-between the couch and the coffee table. Here’s what she has: couch, coffee table, armchair. Hen’s old rug. Bed-frame. She’s not even laying on the rug. She’s laying on the hardwood floor, in her underwear. She’s thinking about buying a kitchen table. She’s not as lonely as she’d thought she’d be. But Bobby was like her Dad, so. Her like Dad is like Dead. Her like Dad has been like Dead for like three months. Quarter of a year. Sometimes it’s getting more normal, and sometimes it’s getting worse. And she hasn’t even got any socks on. And Maddie calls.
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27 Sep 2025
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When Maddie comes home for winter break her sophomore year of college, she's expecting to leave to live with Doug and follow him to med school when he goes. Instead, she leaves with her brother.
In which Maddie raises a child, Evan spends time traveling and goes through El Paso on his way, Eddie gets a divorce and builds a family, and Buck comes to terms with everything that came before.
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18 Sep 2025
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“My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”
Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.
“She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.
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Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.
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“This gets you going, huh?” Eddie grins, propping himself up on his elbows so he can move higher on the bed, reach the pretty pink bow of Buck’s mouth. “Devotion? You being it for me?” He stretches up toward Buck’s ear, whispers: “Monogamy?”
the house is empty. they're in love. you can probably fill in the blanks.
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25 Aug 2025