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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    For Changbin, love for Felix is like summer heat, except he doesn’t hate it: it’s overwhelming, suffocating almost, it gets worse at night when he is left alone with his thoughts, be it at home or at work, because he just keeps thinking about Felix.

    But at the same time, it’s bright and sunny in a good way, too, and it makes Changbin feel alive.

    (Alt: Changbin never meant to confess when he realized that he was in love with his best friend. However, when Felix comes to visit him during summer break, feelings become difficult to hold back.)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    late ass bookmark but DELICIOUS

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    Still, Hyunjin longs for Changbin like he breathes, even with the distance and even with the time. He’s hoping that maybe he just hasn’t given himself enough distance or enough time, and the more faraway countries he travels to and the more texts he leaves unanswered, the more his longing will wither away.

    It hasn’t worked yet. Not even a little. But he’s trying to get better, see?

    Hyunjin left town and ghosted his best friend. He’s forced to confront it at his friends' engagement party.

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    08 May 2026

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    wtaf man most devastating hyunibini fic EVER the yearning…

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    Minho has never hated himself more than he does in this moment, because the first thought that crosses his mind once his eyes land on the face in front of him is please, please be the roommate, please be the roommate.

    “Thanks a lot for letting us stay here,” the taller of the two says with a smile that’s courteous, yet still seems genuine. “I’m—” not the roommate, not the roommate, Minho pleads silently “—Seungmin. It’s nice to meet you.

    Seungmin. The roommate. Minho smiles anyway, gives him a quick, polite handshake, and then turns back to who can only be his cousin’s boyfriend.

    “That makes you Jisung, then?”

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    04 May 2026

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    woah

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Changbin takes very good care of his body. He keeps himself on an easy diet, he works out whenever he can, he even does yoga with Chan on occassion. He takes his vitamins every morning and keeps up with his doctor's appointments. He hasn't felt ill in years, the closest he's come to being sick was the occasional migraine from spending too many hours staring at his laptop screen. In short, Changbin does not get sick. Ever.

    Which is why it comes as a surprise when he wakes up one morning feeling off.

    Or: Changbin insists he isn't sick, but Chan knows his husband better than anyone, even himself.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    cute asf

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    “Aigoo, you’re really one of us then.”

    “Oh. Um—” Jisung is aware that he really should clarify things, but words completely escape him at the moment.

    “Yeah.” The lone man of the group shoots him a small, yet strangely blinding smile. “We’re all single parents here.”

    “Oh.” Jisung, it seems, has completely fumbled his vocabulary.

    “Come sit with us,” the group’s leader gestures to him. “You can share our lamentations. We all help each other out here.”

    in which: Jisung’s life had been stuck in place for a while—same routines, same days, nothing really changing. Then he befriends a sharp-tongued teenager, somehow ends up in a single parents’ support group pretending to be his dad, and, for the first time in a long time, things start to move again.

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    21 Mar 2026