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    He looked past Choi’s shoulder. Out the large window panes. And saw him.

    Go Hyuntak was walking down the street, a white plastic bag swinging from one hand.

    Seongje felt dread. Guilt. All so familiar now. But he wasn’t surprised.

    Go Hyuntak, his savior complex, and his absolute inability to stay the fuck away.

    Seongje couldn’t look. It’d draw attention. He looked back down at his bowl. The noodles turned to paste in his mouth.

    Don't look. He'll just walk by. That's it. He won't even look inside.

    But Seongje couldn’t resist. He had to see him walk away. Had to watch him disappear.

    Away from Cheongang. Away from him.

    He looked back out the window.

    Gotak stood right outside the shop—staring right at him.

    Or,

    Seongje is haunted by the demons of his past. Hyuntak becomes his little guardian angel.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Seongje continues, rhythmic and concise. Movements and wrist turns, a sly smile. “Weird and weak. A dog without a leash.”

    Hyuntak's eyebrows reach his hairline. Somewhat less sharp at the edges, Seongje continues to clash and signal offenses as he would at his ear. With a very doubtful assertiveness for someone who just glimpsed some random video of insults. He trained for this, to offend him in a way that was reasonable-seeming and audible to Hyuntak.

    “Let's fight, Go Hyuntak.” It was the last thing he signaled, after the barrage of ugly words and taunts. And at another time, that would have been directly offensive. It still is. But the whole situation was hilarious because his chest was shaking and shaking. He realized he was laughing.

    Go Hyuntak is deaf and finds himself developing a crush on his enemy because he learned sign language to insult him. Geum Seongje is kinda pathetic and obsessed so his love language is violence.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Go Hyuntak's life was ruined by Geum Seongje, that day where he permanently damaged his knee and made him lose his athlete career. Hyuntak promises himself to get revenge at him, but as they spend more time together, Hyuntak grows more and more intrigued by Seongje, thinking more and more about him...?

    Or: Hyuntak has lost it for Seongje, like all of us

    Vietnamese translation available!!

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    15 May 2025

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    There was a reason Hyuntak was capable of pushing so much about Baekjin under the rug. Because he blamed someone else more, way more than he thought possible. Someone he thought he would cherish forever, the person who stood and watched his knee become shattered and ruined, despite knowing he was an athlete. An athlete with dreams and aspirations he used to support.

    Geum fucking Seongje, the person he hated, feared, thought about way too often at times.

    The person who read so much manga in 10th grade he proceeded to go around telling half the school he and Hyuntak-ie were tied together by the red string of fate.

     

    (or hyuntak and seongje used to be childhood friends before one went to eunjang, other to ganghak)

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    31 May 2025

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    Seongje doesn't do regret. He doesn't do apologies.
    But he still remembers how Hyeontak kissed, like a promise they were too young to keep. Now they're back in each other's circle, still teenagers, but harder, colder, ruined.
    And Seongje realizes some obsessions don't die.
    They rot under the surface.
    They burn.

    Hyeontak thought he was done with Seongje.
    Thought time, anger, and betrayal had buried whatever they were.
    They were never good for each other. They never had the words for what they were.
    He swore he hated him.
    But maybe the truth is worse, maybe he still wants him.
    Even now. Especially now.

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    10 Jul 2025