bluerrberry
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For most people, getting a glimpse into their past was a gift of God. An opportunity to revisit a familiar place; moments that shaped you and rekindled your heart in moments of extreme desperation. For Seonghwa, revisiting said place brought those feelings of extreme desperation to life in the first place; flames of anger and guilt lighting up in his heart upon being forced to confront his own regrets.
It felt too cliché to wallow over in the first place. A lost love. A love that had been floating right in front of his eyes like a taunt, only to be taken away from him as soon as he stretched out his hands. But perhaps the fact that it hadn’t entirely been in his control was what made it worth wallowing over— it hadn’t been his fault at all.
She had simply been faster with her long hair, with her tight skirts that sinfully framed her backside in a way that made Hongjoong see cross eyed. Eyes rolling into the back of his head, limbs going weak.
Looking at Seonghwa never did that to Hongjoong.
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Hongjoong hadn’t ever considered himself to be in love with Seonghwa. Finding the time to actively think about your own feelings towards the people you saw as an inherent part of your life had long slid down his to-do list. If it had ever been on the list in the first place, that is. At least when it came to Seonghwa.
But it had always been exactly that: Seonghwa. Rules and restrictions didn’t apply when it came to Seonghwa’s presence in Hongjoong’s life. Structures made no sense, fell apart. Because just when Hongjoong thought he’d know every nook and cranny of Seonghwa’s mind, reading his thoughts off his face, he got hit with something that he hadn’t ever known or felt before.
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it might've been a stupid idea, a dumb thing to do, but the moment he saw a familiar username joining the live, he genuinely gigged a little. maybe renjun giggled because he still could not believe why someone would use such a stupid username or maybe because of the dumb familiarity of seeing this person (or rather, those people) in basically every stream he makes.
in which renjun makes study streams, which aren't exactly study streams and jeno and jaemin, two basketballers at his university, fall in love with him.
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A keyhole peeper fresh out of training, Hongjoong is the youngest detective in his new squad. For his first official job, he is supposed to uncover the mystery behind the 'Cursed Widow', Seonghwa Park, who just lost his fourth husband to a tragic accident. The premise sounds suspicious enough, but Hongjoong needs solid evidence to support his hunch. And if he wasn't careful, he might become victim number five...
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This story is a choose-your-own-adventure, which means you pick one option at the end of each chapter to pick your own path to one of the seven endings! Have fun playing and heed the tags.
Bookmarked by bluerrberry
25 Jan 2024
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this fic had me on the edge of my seat the entire time, no matter which ending. among the best depictions i've seen of femme fatale hwa, paired with absolute impeccable writing!
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Different pasts can lead to the same present.
They all considered themselves homeless.
No one here had a home.
Some had houses. Some had people who lived in those houses. But no one had a home. No one had a family.
None except for the little gathering here that shared a bag of chips.Hongjoong just wants his family to be okay.
Seonghwa just wants to help.
Wooyoung and Yeosang just want to remain free.- Language:
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Bookmarked by bluerrberry
14 Apr 2023
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tears streaming down my face (i want them all to be happy forever oh my god)
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Hongjoong had a plan.
1) Get into a good university.
2) Survive.
3) Graduate and get a good job.
4) Pay back his mom for everything she did for him.Nowhere on that list did he account for friends.
Nor did he account for a blindingly kind and gentle popular boy on campus looking at Hongjoong with eyes that were much too warm and genuine, and a personality that seemed too good to be true.All he knew was that he would not be some rich kid’s plaything.
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A hundred lives across a million realities.
No one is the same, but does anything really change?College student Hongjoong falls asleep and wakes up in a world that’s been burning as long as anyone can remember, but he has finals next week.
War-hardened Hongjoong wakes up to faces he recognizes but no one he trusts, but in his world, trust is the only way to survive.All they want is to go home.
A college student and a resistance leader wake up in each other worlds....
What a fucking joke.- Language:
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Bookmarked by bluerrberry
20 Mar 2023
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honestly one of the best fanfics i ever read.. the plot had me in a chokehold and at the end of it all, i couldn't do anything but stare at my screen. lowkey a masterpiece!