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Of course, he doesn’t always know that he’ll come back. But he’ll always try to. For Jeno he would die a thousand deaths if it meant meeting him even just once.
(or, a nomin 25 lives au)
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“You know he won’t do anything, not really. Jeno’s too nice for that. You go to him to get a reaction, for the cameras.” Jaemin pauses, smile threatening as he continues, “But when you’re wanting for real pain, that’s when you come to me, isn’t it? Because I’m mean, and you like it.”
Donghyuck shivers, blinking blankly. His mouth opens, closes. Lets out a whine, writhes a little for good measure. "Jaemin- Jaemin hyuung." It's pathetic and desperate and everything he knows Jaemin wants to see.
“Oh, you don’t just like it, do you? Baby, you need it.”
(Donghyuck comes back for seconds and Jaemin makes good on his promise. Maybe a little too good.)
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- Part 2 of loudmouth blowhard
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“You said this to a fan?” Donghyuck is saying, pulling the phone closer to him. “...three years ago?”
“‘Give yourself to him,’” Chenle snickers.
“It was just—it wasn’t—” he can feel himself getting flustered, reddening further. “It wasn’t like that,” he manages weakly. It sounds lame and unconvincing, even to his own ears.
“Yeah? What was it like,” Donghyuck prods, teasing lilt in his voice belying the innocent look on his face. “Were you gonna put a bow on your head and go knock on his door?”
“No,” says Jeno emphatically. Beside him, Chenle is laughing again.
“Were you gonna strip naked and let him have his way with y—”
Or, Jeno takes some insight from his past self when getting Jaemin a gift this year.
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“So you don’t?” Jisung prods, a tinge of mock-hurt, a tinge of sadistic teasing, sounding like something straight out of Jaemin’s playbook.
“I-I do,” Jeno manages. Jisung is such a little shit when he wants to be; he already knew that, but he didn’t know it would be like this.
“Then can’t you ride me? Properly?”
Jeno thinks he might pass out.
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Jaemin feels himself smile like a fucking shark, clocking the exact moment when Donghyuck's willpower gives out, pupils blown as he bites his bottom lip in hesitation—or is it contemplation? Whatever it is, it's not Jaemin's problem.
He's just here to collect on reparations for being forced to listen to fabricated sexcapades from a virgin who's never even been kissed.
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- Part 1 of loudmouth blowhard
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So Jeno had sort of resigned himself to the reality that he might just never date. He’d be married to his work and look but never touch and that was just sort of the end of it, and it sucked but he had made peace with it.
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Jaemin is a very hard person to have expectations about.
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If healing is 75% mind power, then the bone-deep sense of peace Jaemin feels after falling asleep midway through a phone call with Jeno is what cures him. His brain says I need to see Lee Jeno again and his body bends over backwards to comply.
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20 Jun 2021
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Jeno has learned that sometimes in life there are hardships, and sometimes there are problems. There’s a clear difference between the two. It’s not a hardship to have sex with his “straight” best friend and a stranger, even if he happens to be in love with the best friend in question.
But it is a problem.
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- Part 1 of we could all be the best kind of friends
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“It’s okay. You’re just looking out for me because I’m your friend.” Jaemin clears his throat, and Jeno finally sits up. A friend. Right. That’s all it is.
Jeno can smell his emotional turmoil again, but not the cause, so he rubs his cheek against Jaemin’s, scent like apples and pumpkin patches and fall leaves, but instead of peace it just brings Jaemin more anxiety. Anxiety because he doesn’t want to ever lose this, because he loves it so much.