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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

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    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    He added dimmers to all his lights, organized his things as not to overstimulate Shane with the mess. He knew which interviewers Shane preferred, and pulled strings to ensure Shane interviewed with them, and took interviews with the hatful bigoted ones for himself. He did the dishes directly after a meal, changed the sheets every time they had sex, put his clothes in the hamper all to ease Shane's mind. But despite everything Ilya had given up, and all the things he would give up without a second thought, he couldn't fathom Shane being willing to comfort him over the same thing forever. 

    Or, Ilya drops a bottle of wine while cooking, and is reminded of how horrible his father was, and how wonderful Shane is.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Wish I could just keep you tied up in bed like this all the time. I bet you’d like that, wouldn’t you? To just be my toy who gets hard for me whenever I ask him to, who lays there and takes it because you’re a good boy who wants to make his husband so happy?”

    Ilya nodded to an almost frantic degree, swallowing thickly, his head spinning like he’d been struck with vertigo as Shane kissed a hot trail down his neck and his fingernails raked stinging trails down his chest.
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    Ilya loves it when Shane gets a little mean in bed. Tonight he’s giving Shane total control and letting Shane edge him all night long.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    It starts, as most things do, in the morning. Ilya is lying with his head in the crook of Shane’s shoulder, and Shane had really thought that he was asleep. He isn’t. He’s watching Shane, breathing deep and even, and Shane can picture his half closed eyes, his slack mouth. 

    He gives up his hiding place when he murmurs, accent thicker like it always is first thing after he wakes up, “What are you thinking about?” 

    Shane tenses, remembers it’s Ilya, relaxes. “You,” he says, simply, honestly.

    (a litany of the many times ilya asks shane "what are you thinking about" and shane answers as honestly as he can)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Oneshot where Ilya forgets his meds on the road and experiences SSRI withdrawal, but it’s all good because Shane always has his back.

    He filled one of the thin paper cups with water and reached for his antidepressants. His fingers closed around the ibuprofen instead.

    He frowned, scanning the counter. The amber prescription bottle wasn’t there. He checked the toiletry bag, then checked it again, more thoroughly this time—unzipping every pocket, pulling out the larger items. Nothing.

    That was strange.

    He would be fine…

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    03 Jun 2026