caarmeeem
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- 9-1-1 (TV) (2)
- Lucifer (TV) (1)
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When the pact between the Buckleys and Lucifer Morningstar was sealed, Evan’s fate stopped being human. Born to save and be saved, he carries a divine gift that makes him light — but also forces him to face everything that light exposes. As a firefighter at the 118, Buck struggles with the emptiness that haunts him even on his brightest days. Until he meets Eddie Diaz and Christopher, two souls human enough to shatter everything he thought he knew about love, purpose, and belonging.
But balance is fragile. Lucifer’s return to Earth unveils the bond between them and forces Buck to choose between the celestial calling that made him and the earthly love that completes him. Between heaven and hell, between the fire that destroys and the one that warms, Buck learns that salvation has a price — and that being light in a world afraid of it may be his greatest curse.
A story about faith, family, and the weight of feeling everything — even what hurts. Where hell has a heart, heaven has consequences, and love might be the only form of redemption.
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I thought I deserved nothing, until I let myself deserve you by caarmeeem
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Apr 2025
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Eddie had always known he loved men. It was a truth he carried since childhood. But something happened — something that made him believe those feelings were wrong. That he was undeserving of love. So he buried every part of himself that longed for it.
Years later, back in Texas, he finally found the courage to tell Buck the truth. He held nothing back. And though Buck received it with emotion, it sent him spiraling — full of questions, confusion, and hesitation.
Now, with Chris safe for the evening at Hen and Karen’s, Eddie calls Buck over for one last conversation. One where he finally opens every door he once closed.