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Ilya’s debating whether to pull away when Hollander lifts Ilya’s fist to his lips and kisses over the broken skin, so carefully Ilya’s breath catches. He swallows, holding very still, until Hollander finally stops and looks at him. His eyes are bright.
Ilya doesn’t know how to be handled this way. He wants to step back, to chalk it up to Shane Hollander simply being a very nice guy, but he knows this is tenderness, and that’s not what’s between them.
Ilya Rozanov has never belonged to anyone but himself. An Ilya character study, tracing canon events.
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I have everything I want yet nothing at all. by Chickennuggies613
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Dec 2025
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Anger is the only language Ilya has ever truly known.
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When The Ice Breaks by LeviosaWitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Shane hides a career ending injury from Ilya for months, terrified of disappointment and loss. When his body gives out, so does his carefully constructed facade.
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Shane is stubborn and doesn't want Ilya to worry.
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Normally he would never. Normally he keeps this tight, locked behind his ribs, measured and careful and quiet. Normally every thought about Ilya gets sorted before it ever reaches his mouth. He makes sure nothing sounds like too much.
But the medication has loosened something he usually keeps wound tight. It has softened the reflex that tells him to stop, to swallow words back down before they can do damage. His thoughts drift instead of snapping into line, and his feelings rise up faster than he can push them away. Once the words start, they do not want to stop. They feel good coming out, like easing pressure he did not realize was building.
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hospital scene where high shane spills his feelings about ilya :)
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23 Dec 2025
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Family Found by iffervescent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Shane’s got to balance being a freshman, a baby gay, and rushing for the weirdest frat on campus.
Plus, unrelatedly, there's this really hot Russian guy.