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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    andreil and forehead kisses

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    28 Oct 2022

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    26 Oct 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    "What’s up Josten?” Andrew says, voice tinny through the microphone on the phone. They have the newest iPhone 6, since they succumbed to the Foxes pestering of their outdated flip phones. This way they could video chat, or at least that was Neil’s way of convincing Andrew the expense was worth it.

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    24 Oct 2022

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    Andrew has a nightmare about losing Neil, so Neil spends the rest of the night in Andrew's bed. The next morning, no one can find Neil and Andrew is no help.

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    26 Sep 2022

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    Where Andrew goes to see a doctor and doesn't tell anyone about it.

    Set 8 years after the books, Andrew and Neil are both pro players in different cities and they balance everyday life with trying to spend as much time together as they can.

    There's chocolate cake, hospitals, babies, angst, airports, a little bit of exy and a little bit of hope.

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    18 Sep 2022

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