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    “He’s not me,” is all Castiel hears himself say. He doesn’t know why he feels the need for the justification. No one even really hears it amid the roar of the truck starting up and Sam calling for everyone to jump in the back.

    But he hears it. The Other Castiel. Not-Him. He looks over his shoulder as Dean drags him away, lips lifting into a crooked sneer. As if to say if you really knew you weren’t me, you wouldn’t need to say it.

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    20 Feb 2022

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    Dean's life is finally changing. After years of enduring Alastair's abuse, the alpha dies and Dean's married off to the next alpha the system pairs him with - Castiel. The man is strange and distant, but not exactly bad, and Dean's determined to be on his best behavior and not mess up the chance he was given. Soon enough, though, he fucks up anyway and has to call the alpha for help.

    Castiel's lived his entire life without an omega by his side, and he was fine with that. He doesn't know how to proceed once he's suddenly married to a beautiful man who's obviously been through a lot. Omegas were always a confusing subject to him, so he tries not to interfere much - neither of them is there by their choice. But when Dean calls for help, he understands he's going to have to set some things straight and engage more.

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    05 May 2021

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    They'd done it, actually defeated and banished Chuck. Dean's adrenaline-fueled pulse hadn't even had a chance to fully stop thundering in his ears when, to his horror, Castiel's brilliant smile slipped from his face and he dropped, lifeless, to the ground.

    No way was that going to be the end of this story, though. If he could literally face down and beat God, then no ridiculous bargain with some kind of shadow monster (all-powerful Entity, his ass) was going to stop Dean from finally having what he'd wanted for so long. A little spellwork, a little help from Billie, and a lot of pointless protesting from the rest of the gang, and then Dean was off and hurtling into the Empty in hot pursuit.

    But when were things ever as simple as he'd hoped they'd be? Getting into the Empty and finding Castiel would be the easy part; the road home would be another sort of journey entirely.

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    04 May 2021

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    “It's Cas. Well, Bobby. Cas called Bobby,” Sam corrected himself. “He asked Bobby to evacuate the town, said there was a bomb or something.”

    Dean tightened his grip, the rubber rim of the steering wheel digging into his palm. “A bomb threat? What’s he playing FBI for?”

    Sam shot him a look. “It’s Cas, Dean. It’s not going to be a normal bomb, it must be something to do with demons. Or angels. Or both.”

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    29 Mar 2021

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    It seemed like a normal case. It always does... Dean has never seen Castiel, the real Castiel. But he’s never really thought about it until the truth of it is thrown in his face, abruptly, and violently. A case out in the deserts of Arizona and old Native American lands uncover a long dormant evil that reemerges when the brothers and the angel stumble upon it. The evil is hungry for power and what powerful being is more tempting than an angel. With Cas suddenly ripped from the brothers, stranded in the middle of the desolate wilderness, they must find a way to save their friend. With the clock ticking and their resources dwindling, Sam and Dean must find a way to defeat the evil and save Cas — before Cas becomes twisted beyond recognition, and before the hunters become the hunted.

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    21 Feb 2021