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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, the Russian was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane gives himself a minute, hand on the wall in case his knees give out. His heart is still racing behind his ribs. It went fine, he reminds himself. They still love you. This is not how the nightmare usually goes.

    That's the thing about nightmares though, you can't out run them. Maybe he just has to sit in it for a while, wait for this new reality to reform itself around him.

    They still love you.

     

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    nightmares aren't real, but waking up is still a process

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane snorts. "I’ve already seen your bedroom," he says.
    "Yes," Ilya replies. "But this time it will have bedsheets you like."
    Shane nearly chokes with laughter, but it cuts off when Rozanov sinks down to his knees.

    Exactly what it says on the tin: a fluff piece

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    16 Mar 2026

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    After Yuna and David come for dinner, Shane and Ilya end up back in bed.

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    "When did you know?"

    Ilya let himself stir from where he was drowsing to look at the top of Shane's head. They were tangled up in bed, Yuna and David long gone back to their cabin, and he shouldn't have been surprised. No matter how hard he fucked Shane into oblivion, he always emerged with questions. So many questions. Sometimes devastating questions. Everyone else? Great work, good job, thank you for orgasm, bye. Shane Hollander? No, he demands secrets.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not get sick, and he certainly does not need anyone to take care of him. Shane Hollander is absolutely not worried about him and is absolutely not going to book a last-minute flight to Boston.

    (Set in the two weeks between the Florida All-Stars game and the Boston match during Ep. 5).

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    16 Mar 2026