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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ever since then, it would be a gamble on who would sing to him. Sometimes it was his mom, others, his dad. Sometimes, they even dueted. But they were scientists, not singers, meaning their voices were not perfect, but Rui can't imagine falling asleep to something else.

    Eventually, they stopped. Some time when he was ten, they stopped singing to him. It was fine, Rui had finally learned to sleep without singing but he still had better dreams when he did get serenaded.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    “You don’t need to if you don’t want to, Tsukasa-kun.” He mumbles. Rui’s head is hanging off the couch seat; he can hear Tsukasa shuffling as he scoots to rest his back on the couch. “I can’t take advantage of your kindness like that.”

    “...But you’re miserable.”

    There's a light weight leaning on Rui's cheek, he can smell citrus, oranges… Tsukasa.

    “Rui,” He says, moving his head so Rui can turn to look at him. “Let's get married.”

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    Rui is absolutely sick of all the traveling he does for work, so when an opportunity presents itself to make him stay in Shibuya for more than two months at a time, Rui is immediately on board. The problem is, his pretend husband is Tenma Tsukasa himself; the boy Rui didn't have the courage to confess to at eighteen, let alone twenty eight.

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    26 Jul 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    And as Rui lay there, the world quiet around them, he allowed himself to hold on to that simple, unshakable truth.

    That no matter what awaited them beyond the next curtain call, beyond when the lights dimmed and the applause faded, when their costumes were hung and the audience had gone home, it was this—Tsukasa at his side, and Rui at his—that would always be the performance he'd cherish most.

    The progression of Rui and Tsukasa’s relationship—as told through nights spent side-by-side.

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    13 Nov 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Rui Kamishiro had never been one to dwell on feelings.

    Feelings, emotions—they were messy, distracting, unpredictable…elements of human nature that could be manipulated on stage but were otherwise best kept at arm’s length. Besides, he had never seen the need to delve too deeply into such trivialities. Directing, inventing, creating—that was where his mind thrived, where his passion lay. Everything else was simply noise, easily ignored.

    At least, that’s what he used to believe.

    Or, Rui's tendency to suppress his emotions backfires when a certain troupe member turns his world upside down.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    When Tsukasa accepts his feelings for Rui, that's when things really begin for them. With the help of their friends, Tsukasa and Rui's relationship begins to grow deeper and deeper, until they have to decide if it's something they want to fight for.

    Or: 5 Times Tsukasa kisses Rui, and one time he doesn't.

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    12 Nov 2025

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