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Jay feels the acid rise up his throat, bubble over and fizz out like bile. He bites his tongue, runs it harshly over the sharp edge of his teeth until he draws blood, stopping whatever’s on the tip from vomiting out.
Jungwon’s searching his eyes, grasping onto his hand until his knuckles turn white, grasping like he’s going to disappear if he lets go for even a second. “Jay.” His eyes are pleading, but that can’t be right, because Jungwon never pleads. “I said I was sorry.”
Even like this, features twisted into something unrecognizable, he’s still so pretty. Jay wonders what Sunghoon sees when he looks at Jungwon, but he knows it’s what everyone else sees, blonde hair and sparkly eyes, something so magnetic and alluring. So pretty, Jay wants to say, wants to kiss him stupid and rip his heart out, keep it for himself. So he doesn’t say anything at all.
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Jungwon’s back in town. Jay wishes he could say that he's happy.
based on gossip girl
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25 Jul 2026
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''I asked you a question'', Jungwon purrs, thumping lazily around the tip. ''Are you comfortable?''
Jay swallows hard, his jaw tight. The blindfold hides his eyes, but the flush spreading down his neck tells him everything. ''I’ve.. been in better positions.'' He manages in the end.
Jungwon feigns surprise, tilting his head, his hand never stopping its long, gliding strokes. ''Oh? How come?'' His tone is pure innocence.
Maybe it was the edging, maybe the cock ring on his pretty dick... or maybe the fact that they were out in the open.
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25 Jul 2026
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Jay got left by his ex-wife Haerin for another guy about a year ago. Once the divorce is finalized he throws himself into work and hooking up with random women on dating websites. On top of having to take care of his daughter Amaya alone for 2 months, while his ex is on her honeymoon, he has an identity crisis when he accidentally matches with Jungwon on a dating app and starts questioning everything about himself that he knew before.
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15 Jul 2026
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in novels and movies, love is beautiful and everlasting
it heals the very cores of our being and is the impetus of our existence
yet nothing else has ever hurt him more than love has
is it love when one still holds on while the other is long gone?in which Jungwon foolishly falls for his best friend and deals with the loss of him for three years, when Jay suddenly comes back
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13 Jul 2026
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“Say it, hyung. Wonnie. Whatever makes your hole clench around nothing.”
Jay gives orders by day. By night, he's on his knees, swallowing Jungwon's cock and his own pride. Jungwon doesn't apologize for what he does. He made himself exactly what Jay can't resist – the younger one who sees through every rank, every wall, every no that means yes. Jay hates him for it. Hates himself more for coming back.
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07 Jul 2026