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push me, pull me by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Sleeping With Sirens (Band), Pierce The Veil (Band)
17 Oct 2025
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As he kicks his shoes off by the door his gaze strays further into the room, landing on the bed at its center, and he can’t help but think about what happened last time they were here. How it’d felt to give himself up, to place his trust in Vic’s hands. How the rope had felt against his wrists, soft but unyielding. How there’d been promises of a next time, of more—
sequel where kellin gets even more tied up
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- Part 2 of all tangled up in knots
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you look good under the LEDs by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Pierce The Veil (Band), Sleeping With Sirens (Band)
21 Aug 2025
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“I want… I wanna see you.”
Kellin quirks a brow at him, straightening up again from his crouch near the floor. “Well you’re looking at me already, what more is there to see?”
The words Vic wants to say stick in his throat. He wants so badly, he’s almost dizzy with it. “I want…” He wets his lips. “I want to see you touch yourself.”
Vic likes looking at Kellin. A lot.
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[artwork] foil our end by clusterfxck for xobarriers
Fandoms: Sleeping With Sirens (Band), Pierce The Veil (Band)
02 Aug 2025
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artwork inspired by they say the devil’s on your shoulder, but i swear he’s in my bed by xobarriers
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"Opening his eyes, Adam was greeted with his own reflection and the silhouette of John. His shape burned like an oil fire on water. The place where his eyes should've been, the eyes Adam loved to get lost in, was just empty voids. Adam gripped the edge of the sink, gritting his teeth. He wasn't going to let this get to him again."
Artwork for the sharp edges of stars by thepleasureofhating
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There’s just something about the danger of it, the sharp sting of the blade against his skin, that feeds some ravenous, dark beast that lives inside his chest— that part of him that wants to hurt, craves it, even. That part of him that finds beauty in shattered glass and car crashes and bruised, bloody knuckles.
Vic needs to stop overthinking everything. Tony has an idea that might help.
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[Playlist] they say the devil's on your shoulder by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Pierce The Veil (Band), Sleeping With Sirens (Band)
01 Jul 2025
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A playlist for they say the devil’s on your shoulder, but i swear he’s in my bed by xobarriers
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you've gone and sewn me to this bed by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Sleeping With Sirens (Band), Pierce The Veil (Band)
09 Jun 2025
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“Dude, you really got tangled up in that thing,” Vic says when Kellin comes to a stop in front of him, tugging at the cord to try to get it loose.
Kellin lets out a defeated sigh and Vic laughs, high and clear. He stares dumbly at the way the laughter crinkles in the corners of Vic’s eyes, the shine of his smile. “I’d let you tangle me up in that thing.”
“What?”
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- Part 1 of all tangled up in knots
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"There is the potential for powerful transformation there for you, within you."
It starts, as most things do, with a moment that seems inconsequential.
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They’re back home, all settled in now. John gets to sleep in his own, non-moving bed, gets to have the warmth of Adam by his side every night, gets to eat real food for every meal. Doesn’t have to be on stage in front of thousands of people multiple times a week, doesn’t have to deal with trying to fall asleep to the various noises of other people shuffling on the bus, with sharing such a small space with so many people. So why is he still so… on edge?
John feels off and he doesn't know how to fix it. But maybe Gerard can help?
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- Part 4 of johnrard cinematic universe
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help me get away from myself by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Thursday (US Band), Midtown (Band), Bandom
07 Feb 2025
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“Anyway, what’re you up to back here?”
“Taking a nap.”
Gabe raises an eyebrow. “That seems to be going well,” he says drily.
“Well, definitely not with you bugging me,” Geoff grumbles, but he’s smiling.
“Maybe I could help,” Gabe says, uncrossing his arms to hold them outstretched. “I have it on good authority that I’m an excellent cuddler.”
Geoff pretends to think about it for a moment before letting out a put-upon sigh, shifting over in the bunk to make room for Gabe. “Fine, get in here.”
Or Geoff is having trouble falling asleep, so Gabe helps him out
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“If you knew I was dying, would it change you?”
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No Perfect Endings by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run, My Chemical Romance
18 Nov 2024
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It’s becoming clear that if Gerard doesn’t provide the distraction Adam is looking for, he’s going to find it somewhere else, somewhere potentially more dangerous.
He doesn’t want Adam to get hurt. He can cope with being Adam’s distraction.
Adam needs something to help him forget about John. Gerard gives him something else to remember instead.
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John’s not even really sure if Adam was being serious when he’d said it, his breath fever-hot against John’s skin, the two of them pressed together like they’d disappear beyond the bounds of each other’s touch. “Fuck me,” he’d groaned, his voice shaking with the too-quick gasps for breath filling his chest. John’s brain had immediately conjured an image in full technicolor glory— Adam spread out beneath him, fingers twisting in the sheets— but the image was scattered by the insistent press of Adam’s lips against his, and then forgotten.
John's never fingered anyone before, so he practices for Adam.
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anthony green and the terrible horrible no good very bad day (everybody is fucking without me) by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Bandom, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday (Band), Thursday (US Band), The Maine (Band)
31 Jul 2024
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Anthony needs to talk to Geoff, but he doesn't know where he is and Geoff isn't answering his texts. A wild Geoff chase ensues
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“You look pretty,” Gerard says with a grin, coming up behind him.
Geoff feels a fluttery feeling light up in his stomach. Pretty? That sounds nice. He thinks he wants to feel pretty. He meets Gerard’s eyes in the mirror, takes in the way he’s looking at him, the heat in his gaze. “Yeah?”
Geoff tries on one of Gerard's stage outfits for size and discovers some things about himself
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Usually John finds Adam’s tendency to ramble endearing, but this is getting to be a bit much.
Adam takes too long to tell a story on stage, so John gets his revenge
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the amazing geradamjohn three(some) by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance
17 Jan 2024
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The stretch is fine— it feels good, actually— but having Gerard leaning over him like this, pressing his arm behind him, is giving his body some other ideas too. He sees Gerard looking at him out of the corner of his eye and flushes, eyes closing so he doesn’t have to look back. There’s something about Gerard’s expression, how it’s gone from genuine and caring to a little bit sharp instead that stirs heat in John’s gut.
This time when Gerard speaks, his voice has a bit of an edge to it. “I think I know one more stretch that might help.”
Gerard "helps" John with his shoulder. Adam helps.
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- Part 3 of johnrard cinematic universe
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geradamjohn part 2: electric boogaloo by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance
16 Dec 2023
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When John glances over sidestage in the middle of their set to find Gerard standing there, he almost misses a note from surprise. He quickly recovers, looking back out at the crowd instead, but for the rest of the show he can’t help but sneak looks over in his direction.
Gerard is watching him.
Gerard takes Adam and John back to his place after their show in LA
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- Part 2 of johnrard cinematic universe
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He looks down at John, and his breath catches a little at how close they are, at how John is looking at him like he hung the stars in the sky.
“What?” John asks.
Adam just leans in and kisses him.
