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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Get it out of your system before Saturday if you don’t want a whole stadium to know what gets you off.”

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    Dress rehearsal before MCR Seattle. Frank has a lot of feelings about the execution hood.

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    28 Jul 2025

  2. Rec 9

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    They’re passing another exit, this one brightly lit and overcrowded with gas stations and fast food joints, and Vic can see the curve of Kellin’s throat illuminated blue and purple by neon lights, see them shift like stage lights as he swallows.

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    There's a two-hour drive between Seattle and Ridgefield. Vic rents a car.

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    18 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Being backstage for somebody else’s set was like sitting in your friend’s kitchen while they cook dinner. Nobody else keeps their shit in exactly the places you do, so the whole operation looks uncanny-valley. Even Sirens had reorganized as the members turned over, and Vic used to be able to navigate their weird-ass setup blindfolded. That wasn’t a metaphor, by the way.

     

    The When We Were Young festival schedule lines up perfectly for Vic and Kellin to carry on their annual tradition of singing King for a Day together behaving like horny twenty-somethings backstage.

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    04 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Here,” Anthony pulls a cigarette out of the carton and hands it to Frank, who accepts it gladly, then takes another one out for himself, “for your troubles.” He lights Frank’s before his own, feeling Frank’s eyes on him as he breathes in, watches the cherry glow to life, still silent. Trying to find the words. They’re both leaning against the cool metal of the bus, but Frank’s turned towards him, hips canted forward. It’s fucking maddening.

    “So, what’s up, then?” Frank finally asks. “Not gonna ditch you now, ‘cause you let me bum a cig off of you and it’d be an asshole move of me to just leave right after, but, um.” He gestures loosely with his cigarette hand. “What can I do for you?”

    Anthony exhales slowly, tracks the curl of smoke into the air until it dissipates, then mumbles, “I’m gonna tell you something really fucking crazy and you’re just gonna have to believe me.”

    (Anthony falls asleep in 2024 next to the love of his life, and wakes up in a world that might as well have been a lifetime ago. The situation is less than ideal.)

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    08 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Tony,” Tucker says. He’s panting and he tries desperately to even his breathing. “Give me the knife, Anthony.”

    Anthony shakes his head. His fingers tighten around the blade, blood pricking to the surface. “No,” he says.

    Tucker sighs. “Are you going to stab me?” he asks.

    Anthony blinks. “What?”

    title from "this year is out to get me" by real friends

    massive TW, see notes

    FWIW separate universe from any of my other dunes fics, this one is a standalone

    angst/hurt/comfort/this is sad as shit oh my god

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    16 Dec 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s not until much later that night, when Gabe is lying in his bunk, trying to get at least a few hours of sleep (and failing impressively), that he thinks back to what the fuck had happened that morning. It wasn’t just the blowjob, though that had been good, and it wasn’t really the pain (the time Mike got back to the bus early, startled them, and William kneed Gabe in the nose looms large in his mind). Maybe it was just—William’s hands in his hair, pulling him back, moving him. Like William knew what was best for him, and he didn’t have to think, didn’t have to make any decisions, just had to follow William’s lead and take what William gave him.

    Gabe swallows.

    Yeah, that’s it. Now, he just has to figure out how to get William to do it again.

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    30 Sep 2024

  7. Rec 63

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    11 Mar 2024

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  8. Rec 2

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    Sure Adam has dated half the girls in Brooklyn, but not in the way John thinks.

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    23 Jan 2024

  9. Rec 4

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    They went to bed at the same time last night, talking music from their separate mattresses long after the sun had set. Sometimes on those nights one of them will leap out of bed, for a notebook or guitar, but not last night, last night was just simple, easy, talking about the show they went to last weekend and the new records they bought. Adam is John’s best friend, and if it makes him feel warm in a way that maybe goes a little beyond friendship when they whisper to each other in the dark, so what? Nothing has to come of it. Except. They’re alone, and it’s dark, and John’s awake, and the hitched breathing coming from Adam’s side of the room is roiling through his chest.

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    06 Nov 2023

  10. Rec 6

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    The boy at the bar looks strangely familiar.

    Adam thinks so too, from the way he keeps looking over. There’s something about the lines of him—his long brown hair that looks so unwashed, the tears in his jeans, the hunch of his shoulders—and the way he spins an unlit cigarette in the hand that isn’t holding his whiskey glass, it just keeps pinging off John’s mind. “Do you know him?” Adam hesitates.

    “You’re not going to believe me.” Just then the guy turns in his barstool and John catches a glimpse of his left arm, and.

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    28 Sep 2023

  11. Rec 8

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    Colin pulls a thread loose from the hem of his shirt and lets it flutter to the floor. “Are you guys just fucking, or is it, like, a real thing?”

    Brendan shrugs, strums a strange discordant chord. “It’s Anthony.” It sounds like a cop-out, a non-answer entirely, really, but it’s all he has to say. It’s Anthony and it’s me and it’s me and Anthony. He adjusts his fingers on the frets to resolve the chord and plays it a couple times, ear turned to the strings. “We’re just doing what makes sense.”

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    24 Sep 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    Frank isn’t the first person Anthony sees when he gets offstage in Vegas, but he’s pretty close.

    “Saw your pics from last night,” is the opener he chooses, fingers resting gently on Anthony’s forearm. “You looked good.” He’s forty goddamn years old, but he blushes anyway. Embarrassing.

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    10 Sep 2023

  13. Rec 6

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    Some things crash in slow motion.

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    13 Aug 2023

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  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    frank and anthony and whatever else there is between them.

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    10 Aug 2023

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    09 May 2023

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  16. Public Bookmark 87

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    Frank was raised wild, on a merchant vessel that sailed all around the world. When he returns home, an orphan, he is wed to a man with money and name that he has never met. A Victorian AU.

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    07 May 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    "I've been-- um," Mikey says. "I've been thinking and I want to try kissing a guy."

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    06 May 2023

  18. Rec 38

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    Gerard has been a cam model for years - people pay, he jerks off. Simple, right?
    But only because he’s always been good at keeping his emotional distance and keeping his marriage to Frank a secret from his clients… until he finds himself getting a little too close to one of his regulars.

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    08 Apr 2023

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  19. Rec 25

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    “I wear girl’s clothes sometimes,” Frank said, pretty bluntly over coffee, because he might as well get it over with, “Dresses. Heels. Makeup.”

    “Okay,” Mikey had said, so easily then, “Will you show me?”

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    05 Mar 2023

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  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    Frank won't shut up when he's high

    Day 4 of Kinktober - Breath Play

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    05 Mar 2023

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