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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    When Nicholas just stares at him in stunned silence, Euijoo continues with more fervor, “We’re going to be together so much that you’re going to get sick of me.”

    And watching the way Euijoo’s face sets into a determined scowl, Nicholas decides that he doesn’t think he’ll ever get sick of this boy.

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    or: the one where Nicholas and Euijoo are cast-off orphans on a junker planet on the edge of the solar system. Tracing a winding path from their first meeting as children to the terrible accident at seventeen that changed them forever, they attempt to confront their grief and guilt as adults while mending the rift that opened up between them in the years since that horrible night.

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    04 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 89

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    Euijoo doesn’t know about vetiver or wild bluebells or ripe summer fruits or anything like that. When he gets close enough, lucky enough, to catch the scent of Nicholas, he can’t pin it down to anything in particular—except warm and home and mate. God, he hasn’t even had a home for that long. But Nicholas is it for him.

    Things start to fall to pieces the day the bird shows up on their porch. In the midst of the chaos, Byun Euijoo harbours a secret, great and terrible.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    heart pain

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    There is a particularly memorable Saturday when Euijoo walks into the room and sees Nicholas texting on his phone and wearing a plaid skirt, his legs bare underneath.

    “Um,” Euijoo says, trying not to swallow his tongue. “Are you going out?”

    “Oh,” Nicholas says. He runs a hand through his hair. “No. I’m just really behind on laundry, actually.”

    Oh, so Nicholas is wearing that to do laundry. That’s… cool. Euijoo doesn’t have an opinion on this at all, mostly because his brain is lagging like it’s on one bar of wifi. He wants to say that Nicholas looks nice, but instead just gives him a thumbs up. Euijoo quietly gets his laptop out of his backpack and considers dropping out of school.

    [In freshman year of university, Euijoo and Nicholas are assigned to be roommates.]

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    25 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Were you… okay with it? With me, like that?”

    Hyunwoo gives him a look like he’s stupid. But it's just affection so deep. “Baby,” he sighs. “I let you fuck me raw not even an hour ago. You think I did that because I’m not okay with it?”

    Junghoon flushes. “Okay, yeah, but—”

    “I said yes.

    Or, Hyunwoo gives everything Junghoon’s never dared to ask forㅡand this time, Junghoon finally lets himself want it.

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    25 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Hyunwoo has spent the last two years of his high school life doing everything by the book; he was the captain of the basketball team; he was the lead singer in a band; he was voted in as student council president. He’s popular and charming, adored by teachers and students alike. But it all seems to be for naught—he's graduating tomorrow, and Kim Junghoon still hasn’t confessed to him.

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    25 May 2025