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Midnight Magic by cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
10 May 2026
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[Agott clenched her jaw. She was not about to admit that she was thinking about her, about how anxious she felt whenever the slippery witch was out of her sight. The last time that had happened Coco returned with a scar and with a smile that did not reach her eyes, and it was starting to eat Agott inside.
She dreaded the possibility of Coco leaving and never returning. Of Coco leaving and becoming a Brimmed Cap. Of Coco getting her memories erased.
She swallowed and took a quick sip of tea to calm her nerves and gather her thoughts. "Coco…" she glanced up, staring directly into her golden eyes. "Do you still…love magic?"]
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The night after Coco returns from visiting her mother, Agott is unable to fall asleep. To her surprise the source of her concern suffers with the same affliction, so she decides to finally confront her about the events in Ezrest, and in the process realize a truth hidden deep beneath her heart.
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Ma Meilleure Ennemie by cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
24 Feb 2026
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'All the anger ebbed away from Brume’s body then, utterly defeated. She stared directly into Félicienne’s eyes. “You are the worst thing that's happened to me.”
“And you, Adèle Tavernier,” Félicienne had a dark gleam in her eyes, darker than any storm that Brume had witnessed. “You are the best thing that's happened to me.” '
In which Adèle Tavernier has to deal with the consequences of her mercy, of granting Félicienne Baron the chance to continue living, even if they had to share the same body to do so. But what if that wasn't the only thing that they could share? That their connection ran deeper and cut just as sharply as the noble's silver tongue?
What if Adèle finds herself enjoying it yet hating it all the same?
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Till the end of me by cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
23 Dec 2025
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[Her reflection catches on the small mirror she keeps propped up on her makeshift nightstand. Her sky-blue eyes linger on her neck, on the spot where a bayonet had pierced it. The scar is slightly faded now, but would remain carved on her skin as a grim reminder of her failure and hesitation.
Her failure as a Knight.
Because Knights were not meant to take lives.
And Marsha has taken too many already.]
In which a former knight comes to terms with her broken oath, and still chooses to aid, heal, and to protect.
Only that this time there's somebody else foolish enough to share her burden with.
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Thy hands on mine, thy scars are mine by cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
28 Jun 2025
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'Sentinel closes her eyes as she entwines her hands with Marsha's. “Even so, I won't rest until this war is over. All this conflict is bigger than we thought, bigger forces outside of our control dictating how our world should be, not caring for the trail of destruction they leave behind.” She opens her eyes again, searching for that lovely shade of blue. “Your hands were meant to heal, not to destroy. Mine…heh, once they knew how to create. I'm afraid that by now they have completely forgotten how to.”
Marsha squeezes her hands. “Then let me remind them. Let me remind you about the light inside you after spending so much time in the dark.” '
In which former enemies now turned friends find themselves alone on a quiet night.
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As the sun sets, will you love me forever? by cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
07 Apr 2025
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After an eventful day of celebration and joy the Ley Line Hunter Windsong prepares a small surprise for her dear and beautiful girlfriend on her birthday.
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A Step-by-Step Guide on Not Letting a Crush Ruin Your Life by arklaums
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
01 Feb 2025
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Agott was in love with her best friend, and she needed a plan.
A plan on how to keep living with her feelings, but without acting sappy or gross or overly affectionate. A plan that would let her appreciate Coco’s kindness without making it painfully obvious that she liked her. A plan that wouldn’t end in a straight-up romantic confession on her part.
You couldn’t just tell your best friend you liked them. Everyone knew that.
Sixteen-year-old Agott devises a system for dealing with a crush. It goes about as well as one might expect.
Bookmarked by cookies_with_despair
07 Jun 2026
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open your mouth (to open your wound) by incorrect_aqueerium
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
01 Jan 2026
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1 Corinthians 11:24
"And when he had given thanks, he brake it, and said, Take, eat: this is my body, which is broken for you: this do in remembrance of me."
Four years after their duel, Marianne wishes to commit the bayonet wound on Marsha's chest to memory with her tongue, her teeth; the blood once tasted, she tastes again now, and cannot stop tasting.
Bookmarked by cookies_with_despair
02 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
*pterodactyl screeching* not a believer but I thank god anyway for blessing your fingers to write such a magnificent and heart wrenching piece
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When Stars come down to Earth by incorrect_aqueerium for cookies_with_despair
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
07 Aug 2025
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In the aftermath of the second Storm, a displaced teacher and a disgraced researcher once attempted to find home in each other again. One taught survival. One taught dreams.
Now, in the wake of the third Storm, they gather in a Foundation gymnasium where institutional light learns to shine like aurora fire, where science cradles your dreams, where children practice circus tricks while adults practice the harder choreography of wanting permanence again.
This is not recovering what was lost. This is archaeology of the heart – digging the love that’s always been there from rubble, making forever out of whatever pieces refusing to disappear.
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Rayashki and Plesetsk families meet to run a winter circus, chasing the season's brief magic while stumbling across something less seasonal: family.
Bookmarked by cookies_with_despair
09 Aug 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
THAT'S MY OOMFIE!!!! PROJECTILE CRYING INTO ORBIT AND DISINTEGRATING TO SPREAD MY ASHES SO THE STARS CAN WEEP ALONGSIDE ME IN THE FACE OF SUCH PERFECTION
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Walk where the Water flows by incorrect_aqueerium
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
18 Sep 2025
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[Her expression falls open, suddenly raw and vulnerable. “Oh,” she exhales, pale turquoise irises peering into Windsong’s own lilac, the sound of her voice pours over the leyhunter’s skin like water. “You’re a better surprise than what I usually run into around here. Where have you been?” She asks, but she may as well be asking if Windsong is expecting something, awaiting someone.
Windsong is a field researcher, and much like the present, she often embarks on trips for extended periods of time, so she’s used to finding herself on the receiving end of that question – yet, she’s never heard anyone say it like this woman does. The emphasis is in the wrong spot, the tone out of place, the sentiment behind it incomprehensible.
Her instinctive reply – most bewildering of it all – is ‘looking for you.’]OR
Where Windsong runs away, and only later does she realize what she's been running to. Where Vila – earth-shaker, storm-bringer – the almighty Winter Guardian locks eyes with Windsong and thinks, I've seen enough destruction, been through enough isolation. To the girl who isn't even aware she grabs my world and tilts it on an axis, birthing the seasons themselves, let me grow you some flowers.
Bookmarked by cookies_with_despair
28 Jan 2025
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home is where the hearth is by feartheViolet, HizenX
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
20 Mar 2025
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Vila is a young mother living with her three-year-old son in an apartment far away from home. One day, a new neighbour takes up residence in their flat – Windsong, the clumsy but charmingly awkward architect. The two women strike up a friendship, which quickly blossoms into love, as Windsong suddenly longs to keep warm next to the cheerful mother’s hearth.
However, is dating even possible when Vila’s elementary school teaching job, parenting little Avgust, and Windsong’s time-demanding work assignments keep their time together a bitter cold too short? Or will their repeated soft moments lead to something more, despite their differences as a single parent and a childless adult?
Bookmarked by cookies_with_despair
28 Dec 2024