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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    -A beast can never be as cruel as a human being, so artistically, so picturesquely cruel.-
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

    Natasha, Steve, Tony and Clint have been captured.
    Their captor is smug, sadistic,... and he seems to be one step ahead all the time.
    Between torture that brings out their weaknesses more than any supervillain did before, and time threatening to run out, escape is necessary, yet seems impossible.

    I torture Nat for fun, and ruin Clint's mental health for the next twenty years. Steve is conflicted, and Tony tries being neutral and fails miserably.

    (This is, in my personal opinion, the best I've done so far, even though I ripped my heart out in the process)
    If you need trigger warnings, please comment on the introductory chapter and I will supply :)

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    28 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Yelena doesn’t remember her sister.
    Natasha doesn’t remember herself.
    Somewhere between the people they became and the girls they used to be, there’s a bond neither one can name, but neither can let go of.

     

    AU where Melina was able to save Yelena from the Red Room.
    Title taken from "Ghosts That We Knew" by Mumford & Sons

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    28 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    In a universe where Clint and Natasha never joined SHIELD, Loki still managed to compel Clint for the Battle of New York. On the run from the Avengers, Clint and Natasha are trying to pick up the pieces and get back into the swing of international assassination, when they run into the Winter Soldier on a job.

    And then they run into him again. And again. And before you know it, they're playing chase with Captain America, wiping out Hydra, and they might need to take out SHIELD now too.

    Worst of all, Clint has a crush.

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    21 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    In 2012, SHIELD Agent Clint Barton goes missing following the defeat of the Chitauri and the invading God Loki.

    In 2013, Virginia “Pepper” Potts is rescued from a terrorist cell, freshly infected with a drug called Extremis.

    In 2014, SHIELD is brought to its knees by HYDRA, ripped out at the root by Captain America and the Black Widow.

    In 2015, the Avengers take back a HYDRA Fortress in the heart of Sokovia’s capital.

    These things are not unrelated.

     

    Or: The Winter Soldier isn’t the only familiar face in HYDRA’s arsenal.

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    21 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    After HYDRA - and SHIELD along with it - falls, some ugly truths come to light.

    Natasha is forced to confront the devastating reality that the Red Room was never truly dismantled. Dreykov survived, and with HYDRA’s help, he’s kept the Black Widow program alive and thriving in the shadows.

    Determined to end it once and for all, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, lies and old wounds from a certain soldier that never quite healed.

    There are questions that demand answers, people who still need saving, and a growing storm between them that neither of them knows how to face.

    Natasha has spent years thinking The Winter Soldier betrayed her - will the answers she’s searched for be the ones she’s ready to hear?

    Note: More characters will show up as the story continues. Bucky/Nat centric with hints of ClintNat from past.

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    01 Jul 2025

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