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    It would have probably been wise to make the drive in the morning, but he'd much rather get up at an ungodly hour with his boyfriend than sleep in on his own. He tiptoed up the stairs, but when he opened the bedroom door, it was empty. Shane's Egyptian cotton sheets were untouched, the comforter tucked in so tight you could bounce a quarter off it.
    Worried, he checked his phone again.

    Jane:

    Good luck tonight.

    Their 2nd pair left defenseman has a terrible RSA.

    I love you.
    5:27 PM

    Lily:

    I love you too ❤️

    Getting on plane now

    See you in four hours
    9:35 PM

    Just landed, sorry about tonight. Your mother says you were great though. She would not lie about hockey
    12:02 AM

    I am at your house. Where are you

    Just I am worried about you, i love you
    Now

    Or: Shane is the victim of a hate crime and sexual assault by two of his teammates, after coming out as gay at the start of the 2018/19 season. Leading to a media frenzy and the need for a new plan.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander, foremost star in the league, shocked the hockey world with his early retirement. No one is as devastated by this news as his longtime rival and ex-boyfriend Ilya Rozanov.

    Ilya's about to learn there's much more to the story. None of it's good.

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    or: Ilya finds out about Shane's shitty boyfriend, which is very bad news for said individual

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Svetlana always thought her happy ending included Ilya Rozanov and a white picket fence home in the Boston suburbs. Well, maybe not a white picket fence home but you get the idea. Too bad Ilya seems to be ready to build his future in Canada.

    Ilya has screwed up many times before but this definitely takes the cup. He is in the verge of losing the love of his life and his best friend. After a month in Shane’s cottage, a surprised visit threatens to destroy the future Shane has offered him.

    Shane is finally feeling chosen, there is a lot of work to do still but they are on the right track. The news are a blunder to all his plans and he is left wondering what can be made of the wreckage.

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    This is my first fic and my take on “What if Svetlana gets pregnant?” Featuring a Shane that finds his dignity and a Svetlana that is not as wise or perceptive as she normally is made out to be.

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    29 May 2026

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    Post-Vegas, Rozanov ghosts Shane. Again. So when he reconnects with an old friend, he gives romance another shot. Ben is a perfectly fine boyfriend. Kind, caring, discreet. Shane is content.

    When a Snapchat memory shows up that never got moved to a private folder, Shane must face the difference between perfectly fine and fireworks. Because while there’s nothing wrong with perfectly fine, that is not how one describes Ilya Rozanov.

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    29 May 2026

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    It was Troy Barrett who found him bloodied and bruised outside the arena. Shane Hollander, Hockey Star. Generational Talent. Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs. Beaten and battered and absolutely reeking of Distressed Omega.

    He called Ilya first. No matter how badly Shane needed paramedics, he needed his alpha more. He waited through five rings before he heard “This is Ilya, I will not listen to your voicemail” and the telltale *beep* of the start of a voicemail recording.

    At the sound of his alpha’s name, Hollander began mumbling, “‘lya… need Ilya.”

    “I know,” Troy assured. “He’ll be here soon. Ilya’s gonna be here soon.”

    Hopefully, he wasn’t lying.

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    27 May 2026