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    This is a love that has hooks in him, lodged in bone, and Hanbin doesn’t know how to extract them. Doesn’t even know if he wants to. He’s so angry at Zhang Hao for leaving and he’s so angry at himself for breaking the little of them that was left, but the love lingers.

    The love—the tattered, agonizing, echoes of it the bond sustains—is all he has now. He’ll cling until it finally crumbles to dust between his fingers.

    Eight years ago Hanbin and Zhang Hao formed a soul bond that wasn't enough to keep them together. Now here they are, crashing into each other's orbits again.

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    31 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    Zhang Hao has never been good at following what’s expected of him as an omega. First, he went to university with alphas and betas, pursuing a degree in business, a field that few omegas venture into. Then he joined a small start-up record label, Jebewon, ran by Sung Hanbin, the only alpha willing to overlook his subgender and hire him in a role aligned with his qualifications. Together they brought the label to highest of highs, rivalling even the best labels in the business.

    Now, he’s older, and ready to take on another challenge, having a baby as an unmated omega. However, when he learns the donor he picked is his relentlessly patient and infuriatingly respectful CEO alpha Sung Hanbin who says he wants to be part of both of their lives, well, it feels a little bit like the universe failing to respect his professional boundaries.

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    08 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Zhang Hao opens his Grindr after day 1 of Boys Planet filming to delete his account but sees a ‘HB’ 16 yards away and instead decides to send a message not knowing the butterfly effect it would cause

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Former trainee Ricky watches his company debut a group of boys he'd trained with, and buys a singular album. He never knew that it would lead to fansigns, reconnections, and becoming a full-blown collector.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    “He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.

    But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.

    “Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.


    When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.

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    05 Nov 2025