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This is a love that has hooks in him, lodged in bone, and Hanbin doesn’t know how to extract them. Doesn’t even know if he wants to. He’s so angry at Zhang Hao for leaving and he’s so angry at himself for breaking the little of them that was left, but the love lingers.
The love—the tattered, agonizing, echoes of it the bond sustains—is all he has now. He’ll cling until it finally crumbles to dust between his fingers.
Eight years ago Hanbin and Zhang Hao formed a soul bond that wasn't enough to keep them together. Now here they are, crashing into each other's orbits again.
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31 Mar 2026
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Two Plus One (Unfortunately) by selfindulgentficz
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
03 Apr 2026
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Zhang Hao has never been good at following what’s expected of him as an omega. First, he went to university with alphas and betas, pursuing a degree in business, a field that few omegas venture into. Then he joined a small start-up record label, Jebewon, ran by Sung Hanbin, the only alpha willing to overlook his subgender and hire him in a role aligned with his qualifications. Together they brought the label to highest of highs, rivalling even the best labels in the business.
Now, he’s older, and ready to take on another challenge, having a baby as an unmated omega. However, when he learns the donor he picked is his relentlessly patient and infuriatingly respectful CEO alpha Sung Hanbin who says he wants to be part of both of their lives, well, it feels a little bit like the universe failing to respect his professional boundaries.
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08 Mar 2026
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Love in the Dark by Haolingze
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
01 Apr 2026
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Zhang Hao opens his Grindr after day 1 of Boys Planet filming to delete his account but sees a ‘HB’ 16 yards away and instead decides to send a message not knowing the butterfly effect it would cause
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17 Feb 2026
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my name is fabulous (your favorite star) by theshyscorpion
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
03 Feb 2026
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Former trainee Ricky watches his company debut a group of boys he'd trained with, and buys a singular album. He never knew that it would lead to fansigns, reconnections, and becoming a full-blown collector.
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04 Feb 2026
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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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05 Nov 2025
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"But Bin, listen to me-” Hanbin looks up at him, startled by the sudden graveness in his voice. “Bin…Hanbin,” Hao gulps. “I need you to make out with me.”
(Or, the one where Zhang Hao asks his seemingly straight friend Sung Hanbin to make out with him to get out of a pinch. What he doesn't plan for are the feelings that come after.)
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14 Oct 2025
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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28 Sep 2025
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“What are you doing here?”
How is he supposed to explain this? That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.
He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.
He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.
“I’m coming to find you.”
Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.
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06 Sep 2025
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stuck like glue, or like goma de mascar by zipmkl
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
24 Aug 2025
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Then Hao reaches for Hanbin's hand — and the relief, like every time, is instant.
Hanbin stares at him like he invented sunshine for perhaps three seconds before whipping his head back to the producer.
“I’m so sorry, I’m feeling better now. Can I try that again?”Zhang Hao swears Sung Hanbin’s mere presence gives him a headache, despite the way everyone sings his praises, and Hanbin’s scowl suggests the feeling’s mutual.
Forced into a collab stage, they discover that touching makes the pain— disappear?
Things escalate quickly.
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24 Aug 2025
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“Have we ever kissed before?”
Hanbin froze.
His entire body stilled, and he blinked down at Hao with wide eyes. His heart skipped—no, slammed—a beat.
“What?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out.
Hao blinked slowly, still watching him. “I couldn’t bring him home tonight,” he muttered. “He smelled like you.”
Hao had a pretty good life with his roommates, Hanbin and Gyuvin. Sure, he was dealing with his own dramatic mess, but maybe the real turning point was when someone dropped the bomb—Hanbin, his roommate and best friend of seven years, had actually been in love with him this whole time!
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13 Jun 2025
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the kill by rightdowntothebone
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
08 Jun 2023
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In the end, there’s no jigsaw falling into place. There’s no gradual realisation, no growing suspicion, no hmm, that was kinda weird. Of course there isn’t — Zhang Hao wasn’t aware he should be on the lookout for fucking vampires. Least of all his boyfriend being an actual, honest-to-God vampire.
Zhang Hao always thought his biggest problem in his final year of school would be the college entrance exam.
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13 May 2025
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The radio host’s voice filters through the stale air of the room like running a finger through a thick layer of dust on a familiar book Hanbin hadn’t visited in a while.
“Sometimes, I wonder, am I afraid of winter, or am I afraid of change? I learned to love the vibrance of summer, the red-gold of autumn, and the blush of spring. But, in winter, there’s no bloom to look forward to, not until it’s over and spring has finally come again. I’m DJ ZZZhang for 100.7 Bloom in the Shade FM, and the theme of tonight’s show is just as fleeting as the seasons that come and go. Tonight, I want to talk about Youth.”
or, in which a lonely pilot's sleepless nights spent around the globe can only be soothed by the comforting voice of a radio show host all the way back in seoul.
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21 Mar 2025
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“Well, it doesn’t matter anyway,” Zhang Hao says with a sigh. “I already gave up, you know? And, I mean, it’s not likely anyone’s going to prove me wrong now when no one did before — ”
“I could.”
“So I don’t — ”
Hold on.
What?!
Zhang Hao, burned by bad relationships, believes sex can never feel good. Hanbin, for some reason, wants to prove him wrong. By...having sex with him?
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14 Mar 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of Private Works
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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11 Mar 2025
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Former ice dance partners Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin reunite one winter night, after months of partying ways, to skate one last time. But as they do, old feelings resurface, and they realize some bonds aren't easily broken—and maybe letting go was never really an option.
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28 Feb 2025
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One day, it will be like this. Hanbin will bring home a boyfriend, and they’ll have dinner with his parents, and his mom will ask about his family, and his dad will laugh at his jokes, and later they’ll fall into bed just like this, fighting the urge to touch each other and add indecent memories to this innocent room.
Hanbin stares at Hao, the shape of his nose and mouth becoming clearer as his eyes adjust to the dark. When Hao closes the remaining space between them, Hanbin feels the soft press of his lips like a burn, fanning out through his cheeks, down his throat, across his chest.
It would be great if Hao could be my boyfriend.
When Hanbin gasps into his mouth, it’s not because of the hand Hao has brought down to skim along his crotch, cock already half-hard.or: Hanbin brings Hao home for the holidays. Just as a friend. (And one definitely without benefits.)
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19 Feb 2025
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time has brought your heart to me by marchtwentyfour
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
17 Feb 2025
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Zhang Hao (haobao) and Sung Hanbin (beeen_613)'s story started in the comment section of a GFRIEND Music Video before they moved to private messages at WeChat and then ended up with one of them as an idol and the other as their dedicated fan.
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18 Feb 2025
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On the very edge of making it or going broke, rookie actor Zhang Hao auditions for a lead role in the Japanese bl indie film, Afterglow.
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13 Feb 2025
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Hanbin uses his old high school phone to subscribe to Hao’s Plus Chat. A fan’s perspective is interesting up until Hao finds out and makes it his personal mission to torture him.
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09 Feb 2025
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They are destined to meet in every universe, and in every universe, they will find each other. Except for one. That's why sometimes the universe needs to take matters into its own hands.
Or, Our Season inspired AU, where idol Hao suddenly finds himself in another universe where members never met. He has 30 days to figure it all out, a music competition to win, eight friends to make, and one love to find.
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27 Nov 2024