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Martin has sharp teeth.
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07 Oct 2025
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Martin and Hamzah's spontaneous plan lead them trapped in a small closet.
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07 Oct 2025
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Martin, coming into his life only a couple years prior and yet he’s unintentionally woven his way into Hamzah’s heart with little to no consideration to how it would make him feel. It wasn’t his fault, no, that his own heart happened to belong to someone else.
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07 Oct 2025
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The silence drags on, but it doesn’t feel awkward. Almost… expected. Honestly, Martin’s surprised it’s taken them so long to be this cavalier about it. It, this, their weird thing, whatever it is. Their genuine closeness, true friendship, usually nothing more, except when it is. They’ve never seriously talked about their relationship further, even with the amount of jokes they make, their viewers make, their friends, even Mandy makes. It’s not as if it was always there, but it’s something that recently seems to be simmering just below the surface. Now it’s boiling over.
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07 Oct 2025
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isn't it messed up how i'm just dying to be her?
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07 Oct 2025
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He felt grateful that it was just the two of them in the forest, or else he would recoil into himself and die of embarrassment if anyone else saw the way his strong feelings for Martin caused such detrimental turmoil. Sure, he’s had multiple crushes on girls and an actual girlfriend in the past that left him infatuated, but those connections were superficial in hindsight. Martin and Hamzah’s bond was different. It felt like second nature to Hamzah, the way it came so easily to him, and he knew it was deep-seated in his soul to have his life intertwined with Martin’s.
OR: Martin and Hamzah's camping trip goes awry.
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07 Oct 2025
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after this time i’ll be through, for real by Anonymous
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, slushy noobz
06 Jan 2025
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“Fucking Sunday.” Hamzah mutters, digging in his pockets and thanking God he has a pack of cigarettes and a lighter in there.
That Sunday was the beginning of the end in his mind. The beginning of the end of their friendship and the start of whatever the hell they were going to have to be now.
[or, hamzah and martin have some things to work out.]
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07 Oct 2025
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When Martin finds out Hamzah has only ever had vanilla sex, he offers to teach him the ropes -- pun not intended.
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07 Oct 2025
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how can anyone deny the benefits of lying with your friend? by orphan_account
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
27 Feb 2025
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"we... shouldn't do this." martin says, speaking for the both of them. his head pops up, starring up at hamzah with furrowed brows and a distant haze in his eyes, full of regret and worry. hamzah feels it too, he can feel the blurriness start to form as he thinks about it more and more, what it could do to the channel, the fans, mandy.
they really shouldn't do this.
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07 Oct 2025
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07 Oct 2025
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Hamzah and Martin were always going to collide—inside the ring, outside of it, everywhere in between.
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07 Oct 2025
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Tethered and tied, there's nowhere to hide.
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07 Oct 2025
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“Martin. get off me, seriously.” His hands came up to push at Martin’s shoulders, but Martin held him firm, god he had gotten stronger over the past few months, and leaned in so Hamzah could feel his warm breath on his lips.
“I need you to feel what it’s like to lose, too.”
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07 Oct 2025
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Hamzah can't sleep, and Martin had an argument with Mandy.
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07 Oct 2025
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Two best friends have a little too much to drink
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07 Oct 2025
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Hamzah doesn’t drink, but today is a special day.
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07 Oct 2025
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The Unseen Spark by mydsstinyiselsewhere
Fandoms: slushy noobz, Video Blogging RPF, slushynoobz - Fandom
07 Apr 2025
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Hamzah never meant to want his best friend—especially not when he was already taken, and especially not like that.
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07 Oct 2025
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International women's day slumber party by swansnow
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, slushynoobz - Fandom
09 Apr 2025
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07 Oct 2025
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So, yes, Hamzah had a rough childhood. But he made it out. He has friends, relationships, a job he could of never even dreamed of, and enough money to not worry all the time. Living a life like this was his best case scenario. So why was he still so fucking sad?
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07 Oct 2025
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I'll carve out enough to fit by Youwillleaveamark
Fandoms: Hamzah Al-Emad - Fandom, HamzahTheFantastic/Martin, thatmartinkid
01 Oct 2025
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It’s so unfair he wants to sob, but it’d kill him if it stopped.
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07 Oct 2025