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    It’s now the silence in a calm day that frightens him. The gentle breeze of a warm day. The soft sound of pop music is too far for him to truly decipher what artist is playing. With Vecna in play, nothing is safe. And while Steve had Robin, and somewhat of a nice friendship with Nance, he had no one to talk to about the crushing weight of anxiety, paranoid, hallucinations, and PTSD that utterly consumed his every waking step.

    After all, they knew that pain. Shared it with him, a bond forged in blood and settled in scars. He couldn't worry them about him, because they had their own issues and as the (self decided, accidental) protector of the group, he couldn't burden them.

    So, he turns to a friend he never thought he’d have. Someone he never got along with when they were kids, even though they shared the same hallways, and made eye contact in passing way too many times to count. A person who used to crash his parties only to walk in the outskirts of the shadows, so nobody except his buyers and Steve knew he was there.

    Eddie Munson.

    Or, more accurately, Eddie Munson’s grave.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.

    Steve fails. They lose.

    “Steve, how many loops have you been through?”

    His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.

    “I lost count.”

    AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.

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    09 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    It’s not like it’s just a sex thing, either. Well, it’s mostly a sex thing. But that’s not all it is – Sougo just wants to be close to Ryuu, to spend time with him, to experience new things with him. The things he’d always just done with other people because he’d wanted something – to be liked, or the warmth of another body, or not to be alone – he just wants to do those things with Ryuu instead.

     

    (Sougo and Ryuu have been dating for a while and it's going really well except for sometimes Sougo daydreams about what if they fucked and his soul leaves his body)

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    12 Jun 2019

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    He appreciates that Ryuu wants to treasure him, but he’s losing his understanding for why, exactly, it would be so impossible for him to treasure Sougo with at least a handjob.

  4. Public Bookmark 98

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    T'Challa, king of the living, king of the dead, king of the in-between.

    The body is heavy. T'Challa's own trembles. He may not be able to support much more. He has been through so much already. Bast be with me, he curses. I have already borne so much today.

    But still, he carries Killmonger once more.

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    23 Feb 2018

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    "We are all someone's brother, M'Baku," T'challa says with a hint of a smile.

    "Yet it did not stop your father from killing his," M'Baku says grumpily, but gestures at his attendants to put the body on a raft and drag it away.

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    M'Baku has heard about the kings of Wakanda for his whole life.

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    18 Feb 2018

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    T'Challa asks to speak to him alone, and meets his eyes and smiles, and M'Baku thinks, surprised, that maybe it was kindness that spared his life.

    What difference does that make? What difference should it?