deutzian
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His naked heartbeat writes its own confession.
( Idolverse; Hachi/Sakuya )
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Where the spotlight burns brightest, his true self peeks through shadows she refuses to forget.
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Same hue, yet it wears many shades.
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Buried emotions clot behind skin and bone, tasting of metal and silence.
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His dance was grace, his smile rehearsed. Even death, they said, should wear rouge.
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Libel hung the stars in the sky. They are ever quiet and undeniably present, denoting the limitless world beyond them and their silent vigil in promised eternity.
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10 May 2025
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In a perfect world, all it takes to make things right with Lopmon is a punch to the face and a sincere apology.
In a perfect world, if the timing's just right, the worst can be avoided.
In a perfect world, it's easy to make amends.But this is not a perfect world, and Shuuji has to take the good with the bad if he and Lopmon are going to come out of this mess stronger.
Chapter 8: Winds of Change - Part Two
The answers to Shuuji's questions are disheartening at best, and he feels worse than ever about what happened in the waterway. Thankfully, Dracmon is around to remind him that although he cannot change the past, he's more than capable of changing the future. -
WHEN YOU’VE OUTGROWN A LOVER, THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS by thirtysilvercoins
Fandoms: Mencuri Raden Saleh (2022)
11 Sep 2022
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And Piko kisses him, and kisses him, and somewhere between the rough fingers carding on his hair and his dress shirt being thrown carelessly on the floor, sprawled like a witness, Ucup feels like he’s back to the room where they used to live together in when they were twenty-one, under the mercy of a flickering computer light, foolish and warm, overflowing with something they couldn’t name.
Right here, under the burning touch of the maestro, Yusuf turns into a god.
(or ten reasons why Yusuf Hamdan should stop sleeping with his best friend, in no particular order.)
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06 Aug 2023
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Cold-blooded, ruthlessly efficient, and cruel in its methods. These are words that can be applied to an alligator, sizing up its target as it lurks beneath the surface and waits for the perfect opportunity to drag it into the depths. The same words can equally apply to Shuuji’s father, who never stops watching his every move, judging Shuuji for missteps he doesn’t even know he’s making as he tries to live up to unclear and impossible expectations.
Stressed, scared senseless, and operating entirely on adrenaline. These are words that can be applied to somebody attempting to escape from an alligator, desperate for a shred of hope. The same words can equally apply to a participant in a game of capture the flag, where one team’s lone survivor fights for their life in hopes that a singular small success will turn the tides.
Shuuji gets a weird text at the worst possible time. Ryo risks his neck for the sake of the team. There’s alligators.
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06 Aug 2023
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As expected, the more my dreams shine, the more clouded you become
Calling sacrifice perseverance, I stroked you with my dirty hands
I tried doing as if not to turn you bad, but I only bent you out of shape
Something like “Somehow, we'll be able to laugh again one day”
Is mistaken, it’s incorrectDreams of failures, choices you can't take back, choices Takuma would make again if he had to.