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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ilya woke to screams.
    “Fire! I can see fire!”
    Disoriented, he looked out the window. Smoke. Thick and rising fast. The plane began to shake violently.
    Fuck.
    Am I going to die?
    Then another thought hit, sharper, worse What about Shane?

    Everything inside Shane collapsed.
    The air left his lungs.
    The world blurred.
    Hayden was saying something, his hands on Shane’s shoulders, but Shane couldn’t hear him.
    Only one thought remained:
    Ilya. Please. Please be okay. Please...

     

    Or an alternative timeline where Ilyas plain crash was a lot more serious. And Shane just wants his Ilya back.

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    21 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Shane is drunk in a club. He smells cigarette smoke and misses Ilya, even though he has no right to.

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    21 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

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    21 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    A song starts, one Shane has definitely never heard before, and one spotlight illuminates the stage. A singular man with a large frame is revealed, and his body is shrouded in shadow, which piques Shane’s interest. His shoulders are broad and well-muscled, and he’s wearing a fucking toga, which Shane finds kind of hilarious. He lets out a high pitched giggle, and Rose elbows him as she sips her drink. He follows suit, taking a long pull of the vodka, because goddamn this man is downright godly. Shane can see each dip and depression, the shadows from the spotlight throwing him into stark contrast. His body is made of lean lines and bulging muscle, and Shane is already enthralled.

    As the song picks up the man’s chin tilts up, revealing hazel eyes and plush, pink lips. His jaw is stubbled but not bearded, and his light curls gleam in the light. Everything about him is fucking attractive, but Shane assumes if you put your body on display for money, you better look the part. Even with that in mind, Shane is vaguely aware of wanting to put his tongue all over this man’s glorious body.

    Ilya is a stripper living in LA who captures the attention of hockey player Shane Hollander. This is the story of their relationship.

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Shane leaves Bell Centre almost an hour later. This hour was taken up by yelling, arguing, crying, and, towards the end, begging, for a new diagnosis to not be added to his medical record. His emotional display was tiring and useless in the end, and probably just affirmed his dumbass doctors in their diagnosis.

    Hysteria.

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    20 Apr 2026