disquietude
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- The 1975 (Band) (3)
- One Direction (Band) (1)
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but the song only lasts three minutes by disquietude
Fandoms: The 1975 (Band), One Direction (Band)
12 Dec 2015
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Most of all, he can’t take Harry. He can’t take the way he’s growing into his skin, growing out his curls. He can’t take the way he’s still finding himself, finding his heart, and the way Matty’s holding him back. He can’t take the way he wants him or the way they were never meant to be, not in this lifetime.
He’ll never admit any of it out loud though, instead he’ll pack up in the middle of the night and drive until he hits London. He’ll find a shit flat and a new best mate and start a band. He’ll get a new job and a new guitar and maybe, hopefully, a new heart.
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An angst filled AU in which Matty and Harry lose themselves and each other, only to accidentally reconnect four years later because Niall's an idiot or something
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George doesn't like to think of himself as a jealous person, (especially when he knows he doesn't have a right to be) but when Matty comes home smelling like cheap beer and someone else, something in George shifts.
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An angsty little thing in which George is tired of jealousy eating him alive and pretending it isn't. Inspired by that one picture.
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He ripped the passenger's side door open because he thought if he sat in the driver's seat, he'd leave. He'd drive forever and put as much space between him and Matty and that fucking song as possible. He'd drive until the burning ache in his chest was gone, until his head was clear, until he felt whole again like he had glued all the pieces back and freed all the space up that Matty'd been takingtakingtaking for years. (That was what he told himself anyway.)
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In which 'Ghosts' is written a few years later and Matty and George are a ticking bomb.
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let me come home to you by titasjournal
Fandoms: Daisy Jones & The Six - Taylor Jenkins Reid, Daisy Jones & The Six (TV)
19 Apr 2023
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A series of vignettes chronicling the lives of Daisy Jones and Billy Dunne as they grow back together 20 years after Daisy Jones & The Six break up.
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12 Apr 2023
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A moment during recoding the "Aurora" album finds Billy Dunne comparing his addictions and relying on what he learned in rehab to guide him in dealing with his current one who is standing right in front of him.
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08 Apr 2023
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Amaranthine
adj.
unfading, everlasting
Rooted in the Greek word amarantos, meaning "immortal" or "unfading," and amarantus, the Latin name of a flower. The word amaranthine emerged as an adjective of the imaginary flower and subsequently of anything possessing its undying quality. Amaranth also names a real plant, an herb that some consider a weed and others grow for its colorful leaves and spikes of flowers.July 2000
A private recording session. Or Billy plays Daisy a song.
If you're reading in chronological order this is story 9.
Series
- Part 2 of The Afterglow Sessions
Bookmarked by disquietude
07 Apr 2023
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As if the dream of you, it sleeps too (but it never slips away) by boysenberryjam
Fandoms: Daisy Jones & The Six (TV), Daisy Jones & The Six - Taylor Jenkins Reid
05 Apr 2023
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1998. Daisy and Billy can have what they really want.
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- Part 4 of All of my days
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05 Apr 2023
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uninterrupted mythmaking by geez
Fandoms: Daisy Jones & The Six (TV), Daisy Jones & The Six - Taylor Jenkins Reid
08 Apr 2023
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A month after she kicks her husband out, Daisy Jones finds out she's pregnant. Choices are made, lines are redrawn, and no person is ever just one thing.
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04 Apr 2023