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    Afterwards, Robert sags against the wall, grinning and panting, and says, “What is it with us and barns, ay?”

    And he laughs. And Aaron looks at him, and it’s like the first time all over again. It’s like every time after that too. The flash of his teeth. The way his hair falls over his forehead. There’s a sheen to his skin from the sweat they’d worked up, freckles pale where they’re hidden under clothes, but Aaron can see them because he knows where to look. He could map each of them out blindfolded, even after all this time.

    “What are you looking at me like that for?” Robert asks after a minute. His thighs are littered with red marks, Aaron’s handiwork. Some of them are sure to bruise. At least he won’t have to hide them this time around.

    “I’ve missed you,” Aaron says in place of what he really means. But Robert’s grin turns soft, and Aaron is reminded abruptly that Robert isn’t John. Lying is pointless here.

    At least Robert has the decency to not call him out on it.

    “I’m right here,” Robert says instead. Somehow it’s worse.

    You were here before, Aaron wants to say. And then you left.

    Aaron and Robert start an affair. Again.

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    01 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    My take on the first night of Home Farm week

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    07 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Robert realises he's in love with Aaron on a Wednesday. He's balls deep in Heather Connerty's mum at the time, which isn't ideal, but what can you do?

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    02 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    "He slept on the sofa." Or; Robert Sugden is a lying liar who lies.

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    23 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    “How old even are you?” Robert asks, hooking his chin over Aaron’s shoulder. “You look like trouble.”

    Robert finds an old picture of Aaron.

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    23 Nov 2025