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If they were together — his breath quickens just thinking about it — then Zhang Hao would search for him in the crowd, would reach out to him with an outstretched hand. Hanbin would cross that fan-idol boundary; it's not so much about him seeing Zhang Hao, because he already knows everything there is to know, but Zhang Hao seeing him. He would dissect Hanbin meticulously and lovingly, tilting his head with a thoughtful notch in his brow. It would be his decision whether he would accept what he sees or run screaming.
Hanbin is Zhang Hao's biggest fan.
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01 Jul 2026
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God, please—
Make my feet move even if I don’t deserve it.
Clear my mind.
Strip it of what I saw, what I felt.
He spent years outrunning these thoughts. Years kneeling beside his bed, pleading, promising, praying and believing and following. He called these thoughts temptation. He believed discipline would silence them but it never did.
And he never acted on them.
He endured their whispers at the edge of his consciousness. Temptation could be strong enough to move even those most fearful of God, and tonight that person was Zhang Hao.
Tonight, he felt tempted enough to disobey Him.
When Zhang Hao meets Sung Hanbin, the life he built on discipline and devotion begins to unravel in the face of a connection that feels like fate.
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26 Jun 2026
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office hours are listed on the syllabus by ijustatehao
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
05 Apr 2026
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Sung Hanbin wasn't stupid. He knew, realistically, that anyone could show up during someone's office hours. He knew, realistically, that the door was unlocked, even.
He knew that fucking your professor was wrong. Inappropriate. He knew that, realistically. He did.
But—but Hao was just so pliant, so perfect, and really, he had kissed Hanbin first, so was it really Hanbin's fault he'd decided to be so wholly and completely unrealistic in this moment? It couldn't be, not when having his professor bent over underneath him just felt so intrinsically right.
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23 Jun 2026