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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.

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    02 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Fic title from The Leanover by Life Without Buildings

    A look through the years at how actual filmmaker Matt Johnson and actual composer Jay McCarrol continually attempt to stuff their ever-evolving relationship back into its platonic confines.

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    “You familiar with the Beatles, Bird?”
    “Am I familiar with THE Beatles?”
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    “Hey. Stay still.” Jay said, very matter-of-factly. He rested his head down once more, and actually closed his eyes. There was something serene about it, something that made Matt feel more comfortable somehow. Here, in the closest he’d ever come to sex so far, he was under no obligation to perform. No eyes were on him, no cues were being taken from him, not even the gaze of the guy who had his fucking dick in his hand would rest upon him. Matt knew Jay was too high to have done that intentionally, but part of him wondered whether it was a subconscious choice. If he really did know Matt that well, to know that he wouldn’t be able to let go of himself with an audience.
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    02 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    "See, this," Jay says, panting. "This is how you treat your girl."

    "Is that what you are, Bird?" Matt asks, inches from Jay's skin. "My girl?"

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    Matt discovers a nude photo of one of Jay's past hookups on his phone.

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    16 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    This weekend? It's Wednesday.”

    “It's Thursday,” Jared says quietly. Jay looks at him open-mouthed like it's the first time he's seeing him.

    “It's Thursday,” he amends. “That’s not a lot of time to prepare.”

    “We’ve done more with less,” Matt counters. Jay takes the point silently. The game is on.

    The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and all her cool young friends to book Nirvana the Band for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does. Jay has his own plan.

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    03 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Jay wants to be somewhere else, back home with the space heater at his feet. The stadium is miserable, his chair is hard and small, and his lower-back pain is flaring. He's relieved that he was able to convince Matt against more hamburgers, narrowly escaping a pickle-flavored kiss. Speaking of, Jay watches the couple on the big screen smile and wave goodbye, replaced by a bright advertisement for concessions.

    "We might be next!" Matt says, turning his head close to yell in Jay's ear.

    What if Matt didn't eat all those Wahlburgers?

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    31 Mar 2026