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I Want You To by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
28 May 2025
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“I can do that. I’d love to do that, actually. Getting out of my shithole efficiency would be awesome.”
Aizawa takes a surprisingly shaky breath before answering, “Okay. But you know I’m not just asking you to be my roommate, I need… I need help, sometimes, I think. I need someone there with me, sometimes. It's been bad since Yamada moved to the US. I don’t know if this even makes sense.”
“You need some support. It makes sense. I get it. Like how you took care of me when my depression got bad.”
“Something like that.”
“I’m proud of you for asking for help,” Shinsou can’t help but add, to which Aizawa predictably does not respond. Shinsou pushes himself up from the ground and turns around to offer a hand to Aizawa. “Let’s finish patrol, Eraser.”
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In which I project my trauma on Aizawa and make him confront it for me. Shinsou helps.
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Can't be ready by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Oct 2024
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In his dreams, he holds his husband’s body and wails, while the fight continues around him. In reality, Shouta hadn’t gone to Hizashi until after the chaos had ended. He did his job, like he’s trained to do all his life, while he felt his emotions twist under his sternum like a knife.
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Hizashi dies. Shouta and Hitoshi persevere in the aftermath. -
Disconnect by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Oct 2024
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Shinsou tells him to run laps, and he feels his body move him through the motions of an easy jogging pace. It's bizarre to not be in control while moving- almost dizzying, like he's on a roller coaster.
Then he trips on the edge of a floor mat and Shinsou's control breaks.
“You good, Sensei?” Shinsou calls from where he stands in the middle of the room. He's still visibly nervous, hands clenched at his sides and faux-confident smile tight in the corners.
“I'm good,” Aizawa says, brushing himself off. “Again.”
This is going to take a while.
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Aizawa goes a little too hard when he first starts helping Shinsou train his quirk.
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Practice by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
08 Oct 2024
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“Puts some things in perspective, doesn’t it?” his therapist says, with a knowing smile and a raised eyebrow. Wry.
Shouto exhales through his nose, a barely-there huff of almost-laughter.
“It does, yeah,” he says, chest aching for his younger self. He keeps finding out things back then were worse than he knew. It certainly explains a lot, though."
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Shouto wants to be held. That's it, that's the fic.
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- Part 10 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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The Devil He Knows by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
03 Oct 2024
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"Shinso opens his mouth, closes it, and bites his lips. The breath he sucks in through his nose feels heavy in his chest. He wants to tell Aizawa, more than anything, but he thinks safety is a fantasy for kids like him."
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In which Shinsou really needs help and Aizawa really wants to help him.
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The paradox of hunger and horror by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
17 Mar 2024
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"He's hysterical, this he knows for certain, tears and snot dripping down his face, sobs broken with painful, uncontrollable gasps of inappropriate laughter; ending the world will do that to a man."
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Jon has an entire mental breakdown after ending the world. There are also cuddles. -
Convey the horror of being slathered by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
03 Feb 2024
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"Jon opens his mouth to answer, and abruptly- can’t find the words. He presses his lips closed, a thin line of stress, closes his eyes because he can’t tolerate the worried expression on Martin’s face, no one came for him, and shakes his head minutely. The movement pulls on a raw patch on his neck, just below his earlobe. It stings. And, just like that- he’s out of his body, in a daze of unfeeling unreality."
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Jon comes back from being kidnapped a little worse for wear. Martin helps.
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Maybe the not-knowing was why by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
25 Nov 2023
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On his first day of school after the Sports Festival, when they get a transfer student from gen ed, Yamada Hizashi watches Aizawa Shouta fall asleep at his desk, smack his forehead into it, wake up immediately, and try to erase the desk’s quirk. He’s never seen someone blush so violently, before.
His first thought is, “That one. I want that one.”
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Or: The boys fall in love during an awful time in Shouta's life. It gets worse before it gets better.
You don't need to read the other parts of the series for this to make sense, but I'd still recommend it.
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- Part 9 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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You gorgeous peppermint fucker by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Jul 2023
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"God help me, Katsuki thinks, because the thing about Shouto is that he doesn't have a daddy kink. He has an annoy-the-fuck-out-of-Katsuki kink. And he's very good at it. And, most annoyingly, they both know by now that Shouto is going to get exactly what he wants."
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In which Shouto knows how to get what he wants, and Katsuki knows how to give it to him.
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Some American Advice by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Jun 2023
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"The moment the quirk-canceling cuffs were slapped on his wrists, Izuku felt his stomach swoop as if he’d missed a step going up the stairs. He stopped fighting almost immediately. His ears started ringing at a low pitch, drowning out whatever Eraserhead was saying to the cops, and whatever All-Might was saying to him. It was almost like part of his consciousness had been sucked out of his body. Something was wrong, and it didn’t have anything to do with Endeavor lying in a puddle of blood in the training room of his house."
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Some of Izuku's experiences before and immediately after the incident at the Todoroki home, including One-For-All's reaction to quirk-canceling cuffs.
This work is part of a series; won't make sense stand-alone.
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- Part 8 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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Orange Soap by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jun 2023
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“Why are you treating me like this?” Shouto suddenly asks, his voice rough from a day of disuse, surprising himself as much as Shouta.
“Define ‘this.’”
Shouto chews his lips, trying to think of a way to say “like I’m a hurting child,” without drawing attention to the fact that he is, in fact, a hurting child.
“You’re being nicer than usual,” he says instead, which is an understatement, but not nearly as embarrassing.
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Shouto has a mental health crisis, a few weeks after the events earlier in this series.
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- Part 7 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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The way people declaw their cats by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Jun 2023
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"The Commission didn’t let you, did they?" Tokoyami asked, cutting right to the point. Keigo’s mouth felt dry. He shook his head. "It feels nice, Hawks. It feels like…" he paused, and turned to glance up at Dark Shadow perched on the sofa behind them, "...like your family taking care of you."
“I expected you to say something like ‘it feels like the all-encompassing shroud of darkness at midnight.’”
“Don’t deflect, I’m being serious.”
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Tokoyami treats Hawks to some social grooming because soft birb boys deserve love.
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An otherwise-ordinary goddamn Tuesday morning by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
10 Jan 2023
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"He's an adult and he takes care of himself. If he has to talk to himself to stay in the present moment then that's what he's going to do.
But also, sincerely, from the bottom of his heart, fuck this."
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A short vignette on Aizawa's ongoing healing from trauma.
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- Part 6 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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Something to be reckoned with by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Jan 2023
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"His heart has exceeded his capacity for love and chosen, instead, to eat its way out of his chest. His organs have turned against him and are cannibalizing him against his will. It hurts him, viscerally, to be trusted and loved like this, and he doesn't know how he'll survive it."
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Aizawa is a good dad but it's still hard. His husband takes care of him.
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- Part 5 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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You saved yourself, sweetheart. by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
05 Jan 2023
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"It was his favorite cuddling position. Izuku was a solid, grounding weight on his ribs, arm around his belly, feet and ankles brushing, one of Shouto’s hands buried in Izuku's curls, the other holding Izuku's wrist, fingers on his pulse. He could die happy like this, right here. Or maybe that was the drugs talking."
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Shouto's found family hangs out with him in the hospital while he recovers.
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- Part 4 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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Butcher Hook by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
28 Dec 2022
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"Instead, he channels Izuku, braces himself for the pain, rears back, and headbutts Endeavor with everything he's got. An unbidden scream rips itself out of his throat, and he doesn't know where the air behind it even comes from. He spits up blood and teeth into Endeavor's eyes and open mouth. His jaw feels like it has been ripped off of his body, spots fill his vision, and he smiles."
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It gets worse before it gets better. But friends protect each other.
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- Part 3 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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We'll figure it out together. by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 Dec 2022
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"No, absolutely not Todoroki, I’m not mad at you. I’m mad at Endeavor. I’m mad at everyone who let this go on for so long. Everyone who didn’t fucking notice. But I’m not mad at you. I promise, okay?"
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The one where Midoriya Izuku will aggressively love his best friend into asking for help.
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- Part 1 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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Endeavor can eat shit and die. by drpepperdiva91
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Dec 2022
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"How do you say, 'don’t tell my father that I needed my teacher to sit with me and rub my back because thinking about my home life made me throw up and cry,' and not sound ridiculously suspicious?"
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Midoriya convinces Todoroki to ask Aizawa for help. This is the story of how that goes.
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- Part 2 of Endeavor can Eat Shit and Die
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Still, he feels out of place. He finds a girl and they go on a few dates; Shitty walks in on them in bed once and is exuberantly welcoming (which creeps the girl out a little more than Jack thinks Shitty intended). When he walks down the sidewalk holding her hand, he feels a little like an imposter. Like he’s taking the easy way out. Like he wishes he could have done this with Parse. Like he doesn't deserve to feel safe just for letting people assume he's what they want him to be.
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Jack is bi, and it's complicated.
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It all starts innocent enough, as these things often do. It’s not really peer pressure so much as it’s peer curiosity, Eric reasons. Ransom and Holster are, honestly, just impressed by the videos of Southern Junior Regionals they found on YouTube and they want to see the routine in real life.
“The Full Eric Bittle Experience,” is what Holster called it.
That's all good and fine, except for the part of Eric’s chest that aches with something a little darker than nostalgia as he remembers the the spins and jumps that made him feel like he was flying, and everything that broke it down.