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    Five times Matthew swallows his hurt in silence. One time Hanbin finally begs to understand. Sometimes the people we love most are both our biggest blindspots, and contrarily the ones we’re most afraid to be honest with.

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    21 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    “i’m telling my friends i panicked and lied because i’m a control freak who may or may not be fully over his ex, so we don’t have to like—do this, you know.”

    ”what?” yangyang frowns, like he’s genuinely offended. like he seriously thought renjun did want him. “you can’t—give up so easily. why let mark win?”

    “there’s nothing to win.” renjun scoffs. “he did nothing wrong. actually, that's the problem here. i’m a dick, he’s not.”

    “i don’t think you’re a dick,” yangyang says, and renjun wants to point out that yangyang doesn’t know the slightest thing about him, but instead, yangyang continues, “besides, what if we did date or something?”

    renjun laughs, loud. “hell would freeze over probably.”

    yangyang does not laugh. like he’s serious. oh, god.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Five times Hanbin felt like Gunwook had replaced him – and one time he realized Matthew had never truly given his place away. He’d only ever been waiting for Hanbin to come back.

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    30 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Tokuno Yushi, once upon a time, was under the impression that he lived a normal life. Chaotic? Sure. Unconventional? Most certainly. But still painfully normal.

    But then he debuted in Wish and ended up being the only beta in a dorm full of pups and alphas and whatever Riku has going on, and sure enough, normal is just about the least fitting descriptor he could use to describe the world he’s been thrown into.

    Case in point:

    “I’m pretty sure Daeyoungie is trying to court you,” Riku says one morning, as the two of them are huddled around the Keurig, half-asleep. “And I’m pretty sure everyone has noticed except for you.”

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    Yushi is perfectly fine with being Wish's beta, thank you very much. He could tell you that he's glad he doesn't have to deal with the same disgusting hormones his hyungs do, and he's had enough of their bullshit as it is.

    However, Daeyoung starts acting weird. Touchy, close, a tiny bit possessive. It's not like Yushi minds. He might even like it.

    But just to be clear, that doesn't mean Daeyoung wants to court him. Right?

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    13 May 2025

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    Matthew does his best to remind himself that the very attractive Alpha in front of him is completely off limits. He's not going to ruin his chances at this job by doing something foolish like sleeping with the very attractive single father who was paying Matthew to look after his daughter, Wonhee.

    Even if Jiwoong had, admittedly, played the hot doctor on Chicago Med that Matthew had fantasized about before.

    [or: In which, Matthew really needs a job with the right benefits to keep his visa valid and stop him from getting shipped back to Canada. When this leads him to single father Jiwoong, Matthew tries not to let his attraction to the actor ruin a good thing, but things have a way of getting complicated when there's mutual attraction and a pack bond involved. (This fic is prequel to the other fics in this series, & can be read as a standalone.)]

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    07 Apr 2025