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   All our life is but a dream (UNFINISHED DONT READ YET unless u want) by cutmeup_adam

   Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Bandom, Young Veins  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Dec 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
   • Ryan Ross & Brendon Urie
   • Ryan Ross
   • Brendon Urie
   • Angst
   • Song: Northern Downpour (Panic! at the Disco)
   • Post-Split Panic! at the Disco
   • panic JUST broke up
   • Ryan just left music all together instead of starting the young veins au
   • Dead Ryan Ross
   • Sad Brendon Urie
   • Alpha Brendon Urie
   • brendon isnt an alpha i just thought the tag was funny
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Sooo angsty
   • Moving On
   • Brendon just lost the love of his life
   • I Don't Even Ship Ryden
   • Best Friends
   • how can i make this story as miserably sad and bleak as possible
   • cheese whizz
   • One Shot
   • Short & Sweet
   • is the last tag freaky guys im not in the ao3 loop
   • pretty odd era ryan ross
   • pretty odd era
   • pretty odd era brendon
   • actually post pretty odd era idk
   • My First Work in This Fandom
   • POV Brendon Urie
   • Winter
   • I'm Bad At Tagging
   • northern downpour is actually my favorite song
   • i cant take myself seriously
   • Hawk Tuah
   • POV Ryan Ross
   • NO MILK.
   • Soo angsty
   • im addicted to angst

   Summary

   Panic! had gone through the best couple years of touring, although not the same could be said for Ryan Ross. The built up stress, anxiety, and frustration had bubbled up slowly through his growing substance abuse and finally erupted with the death of his father. Ryan had enough, enough with the stress, enough with the band, and enough with the merest complications of life. He was done. At the end, all that was left the fizzling pot of life gently leaving Ryan's body, and the impaling effect that had on his best friend, Brendon Urie.

   Series

   • Part 1 of BASICALLY one shots

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,182

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Kudos:

   4

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   Bookmarked by earaven

   21 Dec 2025