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    “You do this, you do. You take the things you love
    and tear them apart
    or you pin them down with your body and pretend they're yours.
    So, you kiss him, and he doesn't move, he doesn't
    pull away, and you keep on kissing him. And he hasn't moved,
    he's frozen, and you've kissed him, and he'll never
    forgive you, and maybe now he'll leave you alone.”

    A brutal murder on Christmas Eve abruptly pulls one Detective Nikiforov out of a holiday he was just starting to tolerate, and forces him to come to terms with demons he's been pretending not to see. On that same night, a man walks into a bar and waltzes into his life, lighting a spark that grows into a monster of its own.

    [ fic + art collab with iruutciv ]

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    20 Dec 2025

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    best thing I've ever read on AO3. perhaps. possibly. the ending is very bittersweet. happy for him. makes me think about loss and life. wahhhh. ill go cry a bit now

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    Miya Atsumu hated his job. Ever since a major injury benched him from ever playing volleyball again, he had to find a job with zero qualifications. This ended up being an assistant to a multimillionaire CEO, Sakusa Kiyoomi. After he was hired on the spot, he should have realized all of the red flags that surrounded the position. But, he was just happy to be working. Two years later, he regretted ever applying. But, he'd rather be unhappy and employed then forever job hunting. So, he swallowed his pride and played the little errand boy for the devil himself; his boss. The very boss that had the prettiest face he's ever seen, the very boss who's hands would fit perfectly around his body, and the very boss who was the most callous man he's ever met.

    So, after a night out, multiple drinks later, and still upset about the events that played out at work that morning, Atsumu decided that Sakusa Kiyoomi needed a piece of his mind (even if he wouldn't remember it in the morning). One single email that enacted a string of events that Atsumu could have never seen coming.

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    04 Dec 2025

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    “The plums."

    Uncertainty paints itself vividly over his senior’s features. “Plums?”

    “I– just…” Atsumu begins, a choked sound at the back of his throat. The words tumble out of his mouth before he could even think to process the weight of them. “The plums,” he says, a shaky breath, then starts again, “the damned plums,” Atsumu digs his nails into his skin and focuses on the deep crescents they form in his palms. “I can’t —” his voice breaks midway, “I can’t eat them anymore.”


    The thing they don’t tell you about falling out of love in your twenties is that you never really do fall out of it completely.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    beautiful

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    It starts with Atsumu stranded at the airport—past midnight—on New Year’s Eve.
    Yeah. He was probably doomed from the beginning.

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    Or: the one where Sakusa comes to the rescue at the most (in)opportune of times.

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    17 Nov 2025

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    to read

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    Kiyoomi has a third epiphany: Miya is, most likely, his friend. Which means that Motoya isn’t his only friend anymore, which also means Motoya is now his best friend. Kiyoomi hates it here.

    Kiyoomi and Osamu are flatmates, the student life is not rose-colored, and Atsumu shows up at the most unexpected times in the most expected places. Kiyoomi is... dealing with it.

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    13 Nov 2025