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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Without knowing what it is called, Colin has always felt different from the men in his life because he doesn’t feel attraction the way that they do. Until he returns from a long trip abroad and, with the help of his friend Michael, he has a few realizations about his best friend Penelope. That, for some people, the emotional connection has to be there for the physical attraction to occur, but when it does it can be quite explosive.

    Or a weekend up at the castle home in Scotland mixed with a game of Never have I ever, leads to Colin exploring his sexual attraction with two of his close friends.

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    14 May 2026

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    For Colin, no matter how many countries he visited, how many people he met, how useful he was to the crown, he was haunted by Penelope.

    After the first month he started to fill a journal with words that are written about her, for her, hoping to find his way towards understanding and forgiveness (what choice did he truly have, between forgiving her and never seeing her again?). Letters piled up unsent, but he could stop producing them - his words spilling out of him like air.

    By the fifth month of his travels, he had started to hallucinate her, catching glimpses of her red hair across a piazza. One night, half-deranged, he trailed the sound of her voice through the streets to find only a dead-end and her absence.
    Another night, boots frozen to cobblestones he was trapped under the glare of her bright blue eyes peaking out in shock from under a heavy cloak. A cart toppled behind him, a moment of distraction. When he looked back, the spirit had disappeared.

    He no longer knew if he was searching for something or fleeing from it. In the seventh month he returned home, and found it was fundamentally changed.

    Penelope was gone.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    As Colin Bridgerton readied himself to help with his mother's week-long event at Aubrey Hall, he expected a boring week of entertaining young ladies he would never court, drinking with men he'd never cared to be friends with, and less time than he would have liked to spend with his best friend, Penelope. However, one misunderstood conversation and another disastrous night later, Colin finds himself at the precipice of either losing his best friend or becoming closer to her than ever before.

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    18 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    2010
    On an unexpected day, out of nowhere 9 year old Colin Bridgerton falls in love with his first love 7 year old Penelope Featherington at first sight on a foreign land which makes him think his life in changed forever .

     

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    2025 (15 years later )
    Colin Bridgerton now 24 years old thinks he has finally forgotten his first love . Unexpectedly Colin meets Penelope Featherington again and he knows he is falling in love with her again.
    ( Spoiler : he was always in love with her)

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    18 Feb 2025

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    “I wish she was gone.” Penelope’s voice was low but sharp, her eyes peeking at him from below her lashes, almost black and infinitely intense as her mouth moved against his palm and her body became a tense line. He held her gaze, frantically searching her face in rhythm with his racing heart before she closed her eyes and sagged once more. When she looked at him again, the iciness had disappeared entirely and only tiredness remained.
    However, Colin felt alert, laser focused and centered once more. He took their clasped hands, that had drifted to their midriffs, and placed them on his chest, over the heart that beat for her.
    “I’ll do it.”

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    5 times Colin got away with murder and the one time Pen caught him.

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    29 Jan 2025