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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane looked between the woman and Ilya and shrugged, forcing Ilya to move further away from him. “Do you not think it’s a bit… cheap?” Shane asked. Ilya’s face must have looked as confused as he felt because Shane cleared his throat and carried on. “Just… you’re here, trying to get me to, you know…” he trailed off, his face flushing bright red, “While she’s only just leaving your house.”

    Ilya moved back and thought about the situation for a second. So Shane had noticed his flirtation and wasn’t saying no because he was straight. Interesting. Ilya could work with that. He’d just have to step his game up.

    “No,” he said honestly. “I think you hot, I hot, we hot together.”

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    OR: Ilya Rozanov adopts the most wonderful dog ever then falls for the dog walker, Shane Hollander.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    10 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Recently traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane Hollander was having a pretty terrible year. A year that was made even worse when his biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov, unexpectedly joined the Centaurs at the same time. Unable to put their rivalry aside, tensions are high both on and off the ice. The team decides to take matters into their own hands and devises a plan to make them get along once and for all. They never expected it to go as far as it did...

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    10 Jan 2026

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    "You're an awesome player to watch."

    "I watch you too…I like watching you."

    One line changes everything.
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    OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
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    Reads as a series of connected oneshots within this AU. Now including prospects cup 2008, draft celebrations, rookie all-star weekend, and their first MLH awards.

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    09 Jan 2026