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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    4 times Ilya notices Shane seeking deep pressure but doesn’t understand + 1 time he learns to give it to him.

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    27 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Too loud, too soft, too vulnerable - big dreams and an even bigger heart waiting to be bruised, that stubborn, steadily beating pulse, still pumping with each ache, each time someone left. And he somehow found it in himself to keep going, drifting from one place to another, across countries, across continents, unmoored and hoping to find an anchor, somewhere he could plant roots and just stay.

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    Moments in time capturing Connor's love for Hudson - until he realises he's in love with Hudson and it all goes downhill from there

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Holding (v) - an illegal play in hockey where a player wraps their arms around an opponent or uses a free hand to clutch, grab or hold thestick, jersey or body on the opponent.

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    Or, the fake/secret marriage au.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Because, sometimes, it takes almost losing everything to realize just how much you have to lose.

    Set post The Long Game (book 6).
    TW for suicide, descriptions of suicidal thoughts, depression.

    Fic 1: Two years after getting diagnosed with depression, Ilya becomes suicidal. (published)
    Fic 2: After Ilya's suicide attempt, him and Shane have to learn that they don't only have on each other to lean on, and that getting help is okay. (work in progress)

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    23 Jan 2026

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