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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    "You're awake," Todd says, surprised. "Do you need anything?"

    "Yeah," Black says quietly. "I need you to leave me the fuck alone because I'd honestly rather rot than to have to be rescued by you again."

    There's a beat of silence before Todd lurches awkwardly to his feet. "Alright," he says finally, "whatever you want."

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    After the events of Not Me, Todd tries desperately to keep control over the broken pieces of his life. Black makes it worse. And then, he makes it better.

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    26 Feb 2023

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    This time, Pat is going to be such a good secret boyfriend. Emphasis on the “secret.”

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    15 May 2022

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    Once, he’d told Hoon: I like him, and it had been the first time he’d spoken those words out loud. To himself he was willing to admit: obsessed, obsessed with him. To Oh-aew he’d said, today, I’ve missed you, like that had been that, like that had been all. But this version of the truth—hot and swooping in his belly—he hadn’t spoken, yet, not even within himself: thinking about Oh-aew’s body, his body close to Teh’s. Into the receiver he said, now, “You’re so hot. You turn me on, I’m sorry, God, is that okay? Can I, is it okay for me to say—”

    “Yes,” came Oh-aew’s voice, quiet, then a breathy: “It’s okay.”

    (Or: the month they spend losing their virginity by degrees. Teh has a dirty mouth and Oh-aew is into it. Picks up directly after ep5.)

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    30 Apr 2022

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    The life and times of Leonard H. McCoy MD/PhD … If Leonard McCoy's life could get any fucking weirder, it would be … Jesus, he didn't even want to think what that could possibly mean, because it's already been too fucking weird to make any kind of rational sense. A Starfleet Academy story, set in the ST:XI universe.

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    28 Dec 2021