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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    "You're awake," Todd says, surprised. "Do you need anything?"

    "Yeah," Black says quietly. "I need you to leave me the fuck alone because I'd honestly rather rot than to have to be rescued by you again."

    There's a beat of silence before Todd lurches awkwardly to his feet. "Alright," he says finally, "whatever you want."

    or,
    After the events of Not Me, Todd tries desperately to keep control over the broken pieces of his life. Black makes it worse. And then, he makes it better.

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    26 Feb 2023

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    This time, Pat is going to be such a good secret boyfriend. Emphasis on the “secret.”

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    15 May 2022

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    Once, he’d told Hoon: I like him, and it had been the first time he’d spoken those words out loud. To himself he was willing to admit: obsessed, obsessed with him. To Oh-aew he’d said, today, I’ve missed you, like that had been that, like that had been all. But this version of the truth—hot and swooping in his belly—he hadn’t spoken, yet, not even within himself: thinking about Oh-aew’s body, his body close to Teh’s. Into the receiver he said, now, “You’re so hot. You turn me on, I’m sorry, God, is that okay? Can I, is it okay for me to say—”

    “Yes,” came Oh-aew’s voice, quiet, then a breathy: “It’s okay.”

    (Or: the month they spend losing their virginity by degrees. Teh has a dirty mouth and Oh-aew is into it. Picks up directly after ep5.)

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    30 Apr 2022

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    The life and times of Leonard H. McCoy MD/PhD … If Leonard McCoy's life could get any fucking weirder, it would be … Jesus, he didn't even want to think what that could possibly mean, because it's already been too fucking weird to make any kind of rational sense. A Starfleet Academy story, set in the ST:XI universe.

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    28 Dec 2021

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    He should've told him. Or he should've quit. Or he should've said something. Or he should've stopped it. Or he should've done something. Or he should've said anything.

    Or. Or. Or.

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    21 Dec 2021

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    When Gawain Robards asks him to form Special Branch seven-four-alpha, Harry Potter knows they'll have to work outside the confines of the law--even though they are the law.

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    25 Feb 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfect perfect perfect worldbuilding this is better than any epilogue jkr could've come up with

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    If Harry had to get called into work on his day off, at least he was able to get Malfoy called in too.

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    13 Feb 2021

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    When a hex meant for Draco accidentally catches Harry as well, they're forced to learn to understand each other in ways they previously might have thought impossible.

    In which Harry and Draco can't fight, so they fall in love instead.

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    14 Jan 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    to understand and be understood like this...................................

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    After the Battle, Harry thinks he's left Hogwarts for good, but Minerva insists that all students return for an Eighth Year if they wish to sit for NEWTs in the spring, and Harry needs those NEWTs to go into the Aurors. Draco's just grateful not to be in Azkaban. Or the Manor. He's hoping he can steer clear of Potter this year and grapple with his own problems. Unfortunately for him, Potter appears to be one of those problems. And that's not even addressing the fact that Potter's got serious issues of his own, which Draco realises as he's forced to share an Eighth Year dormitory room and several classes with the Gryffindor Git. If only they can make it through the year without killing each other, it should be all right, shouldn't it?

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    12 Jan 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    canon 8th yr 2 me!!!! such accurate characterization and realistic development of feelings

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    Jaehyun thinks about the past decade of his life, about broken promises and decisions made.
    Story picks up years after the end of The Line.

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    29 Jun 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    in a perfect world, you end back up with your first love like this and it all works out

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    "What if I said I'd find you in lifetimes to come? What if I loved you in all my lifetimes past? Wouldn't that be lovely?"

    "I think I'd say you're a god awful poet."

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    17 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    not just emotionally devastating but the level of historical detail..... impeccable job of writing and research

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    After washing up on a riverbank in Georgia, Taeyong gets a lot more than he bargained for, in more ways than one.

    [#s072]

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    26 Nov 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    southern gothic - for best example of lush descriptions of setting and atmosphere, look no further

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    Youngho falls in love with the ghost of river road. Taeyong tries to improvise.

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    30 Jan 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    no words

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    Wherein Taeyong is a hedge witch and Ten just wants to cut a deal.

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    21 Nov 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fae & food & a mutually-challenging/rewarding relationship

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    Mohammed lowered his hands from his ears. "Was that what I think it was?" he said hoarsely, and Muhamed stared back at him for a blank moment, his ears still ringing, before he pushed himself up to check. The ice bit at his face, but it was. It absolutely was.

    "Fucking finally," he said, and reached for his snowshoes. "Come on, let's go see if any of those train-riding fuckers made it."

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    31 May 2018

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    canon 2 me

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    Doyoung considers himself a moral person, he really does. He’d die before he’d say anything to anyone that a patient has told him in confidence, something that could trace back to them, or any details of a session. No exceptions, no slip-ups, no compromises.

    But sometimes the rest makes him feel like he’s going to explode.

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    18 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    emotional self-suppression.... so perfectly tense

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    Harry's brains dried in the hot Kentucky sun. A fly landed on an exposed piece of his skull for a few seconds and then buzzed off. His blood seeped into the dust. In the distance sirens began to wail, and the crisp, elegant click of patent leather oxfords on concrete drew to a halt beside his ruined corpse.

    “Oh dear,” someone said sadly, although Harry wasn't alive to hear it. He heard, saw, felt, and was, nothing.

    Death is not another country. Death is the deep blue sea.

    Or, the one in which Harry is officially dead, actually a wizard, occasionally a small dog, and utterly unable to keep his distance from his young successor.

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    24 Jan 2016

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    It was growing dark out over Gas Town when Max came upon the neat white lettering painted on a sheet of dented metal, nailed to the wall of the shell of an old bus, its once yellow paint long peeled mostly away to a dull chrome, its wheels and engine all shucked, listing on the packed dirt.

    If you can read this, declared the sign in narrow lettering, Trade us a secret for a free meal.

    Max studied the sign for a moment more, frowning. His gut clenched: he hadn’t eaten since the late morning, just a quick bite of rations on his way from the Citadel to Gas Town, carefully portioning out his tiny supplies. Still, if wandering the Big Nothing had taught Max anything, it was that anything that was too good to be true in the world was not only a lie, it was also usually downright fucking vicious.

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    02 Nov 2015

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    Of course, a refusal to apologise and a handjob on the floor of a fitting room does not reparations make.

    Eggsy left the shop that night with a new chip on the shoulder of his new suit. Harry left the shop that night with the knowledge of what Eggsy looked like flushed and trembling with pleasure under his hands and the certainty that this single torturous taste of what he wanted most was worth living with the possibility that he would not get another.

    (Everyone has PTSD and makes bad decisions.)

    Sequel to The Green

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    28 Oct 2015

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