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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    They are not healthy, at least in the traditional sense. Both of them killers, empty the clip, hear the crack of the bullets. Something vicious and bloody hidden behind the teeth and burrowed under the tongues that only emerges when slotted together.

    Dual despair, dual destruction. Double black. Rot to the soul.

     

    or; there is nobody else quite like them

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    29 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    It is so fucking dumb. Dazai isn’t the jealous type.

    But there are days when he hates Kyouka so much it sears itself into his skin, like a blade against his wrists, like his own fingers jammed down his throat, like he’s going to wrap a rope around his neck and hang himself from the ceiling if he has to look at her for a single second longer. Because he sees himself in her, in all the worst ways, and he sees who he could have been if things were different. And he’s never been one to waste time dwelling on the what-ifs, but he sees Kyouka and he thinks—

    And then he tries not to think.

    aka the author and dazai locked in a wrestling match for 7k words. loser has to start hrt.

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    14 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    "It's complicated."

    "I thought we liked that sort of thing."

    "That's the problem."

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    12 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    on road trips, new beginnings, and dazai discovering what it means to have a family

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    05 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Then what are you afraid of? Death?” Dazai places his clean hand on Chuuya’s thigh and does not even try to pay attention to the other’s reaction. “Arahabaki?”

    All he wants is to take off those dark gloves and kiss the ginger’s knuckles. “Losing the things you love makes you talk bullshit.”

     

    Or Soukoku's last mission, before they got too caught in the moment and lost each other.

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    25 Aug 2025