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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    This is a story about nine victors.

    The world demands spectacle. Interviews. Galas. Victory tours. Smiles for the cameras. The Gamemakers make them symbols. The public calls them heroes. But they know the truth: winning only trades one arena for another.

    They are terrified. They are broken. They are beyond fixing.

    What do you do when despair is all around you? when fighting back feels impossible, and when staying alive is its own kind of punishment?

    Or

    ZB1 have won the Hunger Games, what happens now?

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    28 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sometimes, he wishes he was something else, someone else. He’s a coward who wants to covet the heart of a lion, who wants to love a boy but can’t help it when the words rot on his tongue. He’s all longing and long limbs, not someone who is strong or capable of salvation.

    The world, according to Kim Gyuvin, is hot, saturated, and beautiful. Ricky is in every little corner, stuck under his nails like clementine skin. He loves him, and he’s terrified.

    And then Ricky’s gone, in a way. One failed suicide attempt leaves Gyuvin trying to rebuild their relationship after having messed it up almost entirely. Meanwhile, Ricky tries to ignore the elephant in the room: Gyuvin is fully committed to loving him whole this time around.

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    25 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    The next morning when we went ice skating with your family, I watched you eat shit from the kiss and cry and I felt like the ice was calling me home. And for a second my brain filled with all these flashes of the past, every single emotion I had ever felt while skating rushing in. I went to you, hand extended. I didn’t have gloves on and that was the first thing you noticed, slipping yours off immediately after I had pulled you back on your feet. You took off your right one and slipped my hand in it and the ice still felt the same way it did when I left it years ago.

    It had been you, calling me home.

    Kim Gyuvin, like a wrinkle in time, has a way of cutting through Ricky's reality. Adulthood finds them living together once again, only this time Ricky finds that the Gyuvin he's looking at is not the same one he's known for almost two decades. Things are complicated and Ricky's trying to find his footing after a broken engagement— he doesn't think he deserves this, some ineffable second chance at love. But Gyuvin, ever so patient, despite all the things he doesn't say, seems to wait for Ricky endlessly. He comes in dreams, in memories, in words— always everywhere, in every life.

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    19 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Do you think that maybe we’re a lot better at wanting each other rather than having each other?” Gyuvin says. When Ricky looks back up, his face is laced with confusion.

    “Because you can have me, you can have all of me. But you won’t let me have you.”

    And he loses himself all over again.

    On the edge on whether what they have is something casual or something that could be more than friends, Gyuvin doesn't know. What he does know is that he fell in love with Ricky like clockwork and he was sure Ricky did too.

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    16 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    "Gyuvin catches himself staring at the way Ricky’s lips twitch up or maybe he’s just staring at Ricky’s lips in general. The shape of them, how soft they look and must feel or the way Ricky’s lip tint would probably smudge and stain Gyuvin’s lips if they were to kiss."

    Gyuvin has a fat crush on Ricky and they end up making out in the storage room of McDonald's even though they could get into serious trouble. That's never stopped Gyuvin though.

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    16 Mar 2026