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Till is an incubus who swore he'd never get too involved with mortals. Well, except Ivan, who basically owns him even if Till tries to pretend it's not like that. Handsome, rich, insane Ivan, who also happens to be involved with all kinds of fucked-up occultism. Their relationship was supposed to be only business, but after ten years working together, Till can call Ivan his..."friend". Or something like that. There's not much more to it.
Until the night Ivan offers to help Till with his little "problem".
Bottom Till Kinktober 2025 - Day 8: Succubus/Incubus
Bookmarked by ergelchen
06 Nov 2025
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Ivan and Till are rescued post round 6. With Ivan comatose, in an unfamiliar place, Till continues to be by his side.
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The one where Ivan must recover amidst Till's realizations and Mizi's trauma keeps things interesting.
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Did he ever really feel happy?
I think so.
I think he felt happy when we'd sit under that tree together and draw. When things were finally quiet and no one was looking at him. He'd stop smiling and the look in his eyes would go from determination to something more akin to curiosity. He'd touch my hand and I would mess something up. I'd nag at him but he'd just stare at me with that same expression. Like he was just trying to understand.
I think Ivan spent his entire life trying to learn how to be human. So much so that he never really had time to figure it out.
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- Part 4 of What Could Have Been and What Was
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22 Oct 2025
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Till is used to seeing Ivan where he isn’t. Hallucinations fade. Ghosts don’t linger.
But when the ghost doesn’t vanish, when it’s Ivan standing before him in the flesh, Till is left with something far worse than madness: hope.
It’s Ivan. Real. Alive. And he won’t even look at him.
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15 Oct 2025
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Ivan rarely sleeps comfortably.
When he dreams, he dreams of screams and gunshots. He hears children crying, and feels the fire kiss his calloused fingertips. When Ivan sleeps, he's four again and bruised all over, curled up in an alleyway with nowhere to go.
The little things Ivan thought he hid so well, Till seemed to see.
Bookmarked by ergelchen
11 Oct 2025
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always mine, never yours by justiceforfreddie for kisol
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
30 Oct 2025
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Five times that Till should have done something about his best friend’s arranged marriage, and one time that he finally does.
Or, Till crashes a wedding.
Bookmarked by ergelchen
07 Oct 2025