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Jeonghan can’t even remember what it feels like to be asleep. Every morning he slyly waits for Mingyu to leave the room before finally getting up and going to the bathroom to check his own reflection and touch his face, in a frustrated attempt to recognize himself, to make sure he actually exists.
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“you guess,” joshua repeats, laughs just a little. “you’re acting like i’m asking you to move to LA right now or something.”
and at that—jeonghan pointedly does not laugh. he knows it’s a joke, but it still—wakes something up in him. some kind of new level, new territory of anxiety, maybe. one jeonghan is not usually familiar with.
in the future, in some future, any one at all, he will regret that.
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in which it takes a few dimensions to realize that sometimes, home is more than just a place.
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05 Aug 2025
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“I’m Oikawa Tooru. It’s a pleasure meeting you.”
“Yoon Jeonghan,” he answers, out of pure habit. He nods towards Oikawa. “Is that Saint Laurent?”
“Ah, yeah,” Oikawa hums nonchalantly, glancing down at his own clothes for a second. “Spring Summer collection.”
“I know.” Jeonghan takes a sip of the champagne in his hand. “I wore that shirt to Paris Fashion Week.”
On sharp edges and what it means to look at your reflection.
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13 Apr 2025
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It's a game. A chase. A push and pull.
Or: Wonwoo buys the boxers Seokmin is promoting. And wears them. Maybe even jerks off in them. Because he’s a good, supportive hyung.
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22 Feb 2025
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It’s afterwards when Wonwoo argues that it started with Soonyoung. “You were making those noises,” he says sternly, one finger pushing up his glasses up the bridge of his nose. Soonyoung loves his nose and he loves Wonwoo’s nerdy little habit, and despite his rising indignation, he has to fight the urge to kiss him right then and there.
If he could, that is. They’re still in quarantine after all.
They have ten days to quarantine. Soonyoung and Wonwoo make the best of it during one of their meetings.
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- Part 2 of idolverse depravity
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26 Jul 2024
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this could win an oscar by side_stickie_note (lost_stickie_note)
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13 May 2024
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Some assholes in the seats behind us were clearly getting off. Could not pay attention to anything else.- Language:
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15 May 2024